Looking to my past

I see myself in the mirror
Seeing my mistakes
Blaming myself
Cursing myself

I came closely to the mirror
I see myself up close
Lifeless pupils casted
Scratches and bruises displayed in my porcelain skin
I'm ugly, I'm wicked.

There is nothing in this world, but
me, and this mirror
Darkness and silent surrounds me.

No one can reach me
I stared at myself
Screams from the past
Regrets from the past
Memories surfaced

I cried, and cursed.
Why is it so hard to live?
Those people with satisfied smiles upon their face
Were they happy?
Were they able to die happily?
Was there regrets left behind?

I want to know...
I can't see myself being happy in my past

The world grew darker.
The mirror slowly cracks
My figure slowly getting destroyed
I slowly indulge by the darkness

The warm feeling lingered my body
That was how I reborn, to spread darkness to all.
Written by Ashtal_Leb_Azure
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