Submissions by ArnoMalan1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm just someone trying to express my inner thoughts that occupy my mind.
Once upon a messed up time
Go try and prove me wrong
Go drag this lie along
Go tell yourself to hope
a reason left to cope
You know it won't get better
You know it doesn't matter
It'll never be undone
This life has been long gone
cause as soon as you kneel down
all you do is sink and drown
Once upon a messed up time
I believed it'll all be fine
A fairy tale told lie
It's worse to live than die
Why do think you're crazy?
You know your eyes look hazy
Even if they reach out to you
You're on your own in all you do ...
Go drag this lie along
Go tell yourself to hope
a reason left to cope
You know it won't get better
You know it doesn't matter
It'll never be undone
This life has been long gone
cause as soon as you kneel down
all you do is sink and drown
Once upon a messed up time
I believed it'll all be fine
A fairy tale told lie
It's worse to live than die
Why do think you're crazy?
You know your eyes look hazy
Even if they reach out to you
You're on your own in all you do ...
#TruthOfLife
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Burn
My only friend
The only one who care
Always seem to numb
the emptiness I bear
Heat runs down my chest
My balance seems to sway
It's okay, I need the fire
to make it through the day
So,
Burn my heart today
Burn my thoughts away
Burn down how I feel
Burn all that just won't heal
Ice cubes hit the glass
The only sound I hear
Hey my friend arrived
to listen to my fear
Perfect golden silence
Inside this noise I face
I'm staring down the bottom
stepping up the pace
...
The only one who care
Always seem to numb
the emptiness I bear
Heat runs down my chest
My balance seems to sway
It's okay, I need the fire
to make it through the day
So,
Burn my heart today
Burn my thoughts away
Burn down how I feel
Burn all that just won't heal
Ice cubes hit the glass
The only sound I hear
Hey my friend arrived
to listen to my fear
Perfect golden silence
Inside this noise I face
I'm staring down the bottom
stepping up the pace
...
#emptiness
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Tear Drops
When the barrier's up,
spoken truth in place
Finding strength is hard
to step into that space
Keeping it at bay
Backing up to stay
Respect the only way
in tear drops as you pray
When the fall is fast,
reality becomes so real
Waiting for a dream seems lost
when denying how you feel
Keeping it at bay
Backing up to stay
Respect the only way
in tear drops as you pray
When you can't let go
How do you survive?
Pretending feels like torture
as you long to be alive...
spoken truth in place
Finding strength is hard
to step into that space
Keeping it at bay
Backing up to stay
Respect the only way
in tear drops as you pray
When the fall is fast,
reality becomes so real
Waiting for a dream seems lost
when denying how you feel
Keeping it at bay
Backing up to stay
Respect the only way
in tear drops as you pray
When you can't let go
How do you survive?
Pretending feels like torture
as you long to be alive...
#sadness
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Thank you
Thank you
for the moments that lit my sky
Thank you
for making my days fly by
You somehow had that touch
that something that meant so much
All it showed me.
Thank you
for bringing the best out of me
Thank you
for showing me what I couldn't see
Thank you
for making me breathe a while
Thank you
each moment that made me smile
Even though you must go
Il'l support it, all you do
and though you'll fade away
your memory will always stay
All it took out of me.
A short...
for the moments that lit my sky
Thank you
for making my days fly by
You somehow had that touch
that something that meant so much
All it showed me.
Thank you
for bringing the best out of me
Thank you
for showing me what I couldn't see
Thank you
for making me breathe a while
Thank you
each moment that made me smile
Even though you must go
Il'l support it, all you do
and though you'll fade away
your memory will always stay
All it took out of me.
A short...
#heartbroken
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Shallow words
Don't want to believe it, embrace it
anymore
Don't want to get caught up, end up
anymore
Don't want to allow it, accept it
anymore
Shallow words,
they come so easily
Each time you use them
they become more empty
So easily you lie,
true colors expose it
Your actions are real
and you don't even know it
Don't want to lean on, look for
anymore
Don't want to let it, trust it
anymore
Cause I can't keep trying, keep fighting
anymore
Shallow words,
they come so...
anymore
Don't want to get caught up, end up
anymore
Don't want to allow it, accept it
anymore
Shallow words,
they come so easily
Each time you use them
they become more empty
So easily you lie,
true colors expose it
Your actions are real
and you don't even know it
Don't want to lean on, look for
anymore
Don't want to let it, trust it
anymore
Cause I can't keep trying, keep fighting
anymore
Shallow words,
they come so...
#honesty
#tolerance
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There
If the feeling of neglect turns up,
Those times when they weren't there
Each time you kneel to God
all those troubles for Him to care
Just know...
I am there
When you don't know how to express
in ways so you'll feel safe
be quiet and don't confess
to me you are still brave
and know...
I am there
When you're exhausted to the bone
Uncompfortable in your skin,
all you need is time alone
to heal...to rest wthin
Just know
I'll be there
...
Those times when they weren't there
Each time you kneel to God
all those troubles for Him to care
Just know...
I am there
When you don't know how to express
in ways so you'll feel safe
be quiet and don't confess
to me you are still brave
and know...
I am there
When you're exhausted to the bone
Uncompfortable in your skin,
all you need is time alone
to heal...to rest wthin
Just know
I'll be there
...
#courage
#inspirational
#strength
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Ecstasy
#passion
#romantic
#sensual
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Turned Away
Did you ever see me?
Did you really care?
Did I waste my time
stuck inside a prayer?
Almost felt like someone
Finally good enough
Was it even worthit,
When times were getting tough
Those words you always speak
they pop up everywhere
Promises you couldn't keep
you were never really there
Now you've turned so cold
got nothing left to say,
you've frozen up my...
Did you really care?
Did I waste my time
stuck inside a prayer?
Almost felt like someone
Finally good enough
Was it even worthit,
When times were getting tough
Those words you always speak
they pop up everywhere
Promises you couldn't keep
you were never really there
Now you've turned so cold
got nothing left to say,
you've frozen up my...
#disappointment
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Inside
#dark
#depression
#SelfHarm #vulnerability
#SelfHarm #vulnerability
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Bitter sweet
One more chance, one last fight
Pluck up courage and hold on tight
One more push, one more day
that's the price I have to pay
Take the better of me, parts unused
Keep that memory, it's not abused
then run away, while you still can
and don't look at me, this half a man
cause I'm such mess, I've gone astray
Maybe I'm just better of this way
Don't give it up, don't bleed dry
Wait little longer before good bye
Don't pull out, don't lose track
you're on your way, no turning back
Remember me, don't get...
Pluck up courage and hold on tight
One more push, one more day
that's the price I have to pay
Take the better of me, parts unused
Keep that memory, it's not abused
then run away, while you still can
and don't look at me, this half a man
cause I'm such mess, I've gone astray
Maybe I'm just better of this way
Don't give it up, don't bleed dry
Wait little longer before good bye
Don't pull out, don't lose track
you're on your way, no turning back
Remember me, don't get...
#disappointment
#redemption
#sacrifice #TruthOfLife
#sacrifice #TruthOfLife
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Living for
Who am i living for?
for you who wished me gone
You who beat me up
punished for what I've done
You who never cared
who wished I wasn't born
even if the skin healed up
young memories stay torn
Who am I living for?
for you who stabbed me in the back
So much for being a friend
when you jumped into the sack
Now you go around and say
go live your life without regret
for you it's so much easier
there's no betrayal to forget
Who am I living for?
for you who say but never do
Each...
for you who wished me gone
You who beat me up
punished for what I've done
You who never cared
who wished I wasn't born
even if the skin healed up
young memories stay torn
Who am I living for?
for you who stabbed me in the back
So much for being a friend
when you jumped into the sack
Now you go around and say
go live your life without regret
for you it's so much easier
there's no betrayal to forget
Who am I living for?
for you who say but never do
Each...
#acceptance
#choices
#memories
#mirror
#SelfWorth
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Me and you
If it could only be me an you
I'd strip away every barrier,
go break down evey wall
I'd take your hand in mine,
and run away from it all
If it could only be me and you
I would hold every breath
just to slow down my heart,
cause every second I could save,
is a second less we'll be apart
If it could only be me an you
Nothing else would matter,
could finally leave myself behind
If I was meant to fall apart,
it's your face I'd hope to find
And if it could only be me and you
I'd protect it come...
I'd strip away every barrier,
go break down evey wall
I'd take your hand in mine,
and run away from it all
If it could only be me and you
I would hold every breath
just to slow down my heart,
cause every second I could save,
is a second less we'll be apart
If it could only be me an you
Nothing else would matter,
could finally leave myself behind
If I was meant to fall apart,
it's your face I'd hope to find
And if it could only be me and you
I'd protect it come...
#emotions
#hope
#redemption
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