Submissions by Anaya_in_HD (Jah_z_iel)
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REWORKED! I just need that place to escape to express my feels... You know what I mean?
FISH
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Isolation (bystandard effect)
i pledge for insanity, goes down a far drawn out line, with the life of a guy (psssssst that's meeeee) who just wanted to belong without a care in the world. Born through as he pulled through the days, he found himself more alone, the most he's ever been who could possibly save him from this isolation? Where can he escape the no man's, get away from being pushed away, not find the way maybe I am needing a little more Jesus in my life but, it seems I am a little drifted away. Speaking about being a drifted away, like how I am doing this writing right now, there is no really any sense but I am...
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A new generation
I see a life time a growth
Knowing who I was,
never knowing who I am.
Damn.
What I'm trying to get to is that,
Life is never still, times pass, people come, people go and it's best you let time take its toll cause if you clutch to the past you'll never know who you can be
You can be
You can be
You can be
Anything you wanna be just please. Be energetic I say that to you and me. You can be the change. Change me change you, we are in the new generation there's no time to just stand still and just be.
Knowing who I was,
never knowing who I am.
Damn.
What I'm trying to get to is that,
Life is never still, times pass, people come, people go and it's best you let time take its toll cause if you clutch to the past you'll never know who you can be
You can be
You can be
You can be
Anything you wanna be just please. Be energetic I say that to you and me. You can be the change. Change me change you, we are in the new generation there's no time to just stand still and just be.
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Toxic Tastes and deep breaths
Intoxicated painfully irritated
Deep breaths and a Toxic taste
Why does it hurt you?
My honesty
It's who I am
It's how I'll die
Never changed who I am inside.
Yet your sadness poisoned me
Venom filled lungs and tastebuds
I hate how I can not feel your beauty
Your gorgeous inside and out
But that one detail in you made me feel other wise...
I die for you but this twists me within
I would stab the wounds that heal
To feel the love I have for you for real
I love no one more than you
But at this...
Deep breaths and a Toxic taste
Why does it hurt you?
My honesty
It's who I am
It's how I'll die
Never changed who I am inside.
Yet your sadness poisoned me
Venom filled lungs and tastebuds
I hate how I can not feel your beauty
Your gorgeous inside and out
But that one detail in you made me feel other wise...
I die for you but this twists me within
I would stab the wounds that heal
To feel the love I have for you for real
I love no one more than you
But at this...
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Scream
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Loser
no way to fill this void
These feeling inside are just holding me back
Maybe because I'm a loser
You got your rope in your hand
it's tied around to my neck
Your pulling me up
as I'm losing my breath
Cause I'm a loser
I went again and failed you again
I'm just a loser...
A sad way to cover up my goal
Of being the best
I can't seem to fill the void
that makes me question
That why do I even exist
For I am a loser
So for the next time
I rather pull at myself and not waste your time
On the loser...
These feeling inside are just holding me back
Maybe because I'm a loser
You got your rope in your hand
it's tied around to my neck
Your pulling me up
as I'm losing my breath
Cause I'm a loser
I went again and failed you again
I'm just a loser...
A sad way to cover up my goal
Of being the best
I can't seem to fill the void
that makes me question
That why do I even exist
For I am a loser
So for the next time
I rather pull at myself and not waste your time
On the loser...
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Vomit words
The words never come out right
I say feel and think different
I'm really never put together
But talking to you makes me feel otherwise
It would be wise to stop speaking
But I can't stop the sensation
Sad face is all I have nowadays
Sad? Doesn't really come close
But I'm not mad either...
Words cannot describe
This is all bad
Feelings are everywhere
The guilt or the feels we get
Oh how I loved those nights
We whispered love to our ears
Until we were hot and sweaty
The feels You give me
Just to keep me on my feet...
I say feel and think different
I'm really never put together
But talking to you makes me feel otherwise
It would be wise to stop speaking
But I can't stop the sensation
Sad face is all I have nowadays
Sad? Doesn't really come close
But I'm not mad either...
Words cannot describe
This is all bad
Feelings are everywhere
The guilt or the feels we get
Oh how I loved those nights
We whispered love to our ears
Until we were hot and sweaty
The feels You give me
Just to keep me on my feet...
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Negative zero
I'm at a crossroads where there exist nothing
Negative zero
I want to negate this negativity but the math...
Isn't adding up
Negative times negative and
I'm still getting a negative
Life isn't looking positive and
Neutral tower are taking sides
I need to choose my side
I'm worse than positive
I'm worse than negative
I'm at an unfound zero
Negative zero....
ERROR 07151997
*The rest of the poem is unavailable*
Negative zero
I want to negate this negativity but the math...
Isn't adding up
Negative times negative and
I'm still getting a negative
Life isn't looking positive and
Neutral tower are taking sides
I need to choose my side
I'm worse than positive
I'm worse than negative
I'm at an unfound zero
Negative zero....
ERROR 07151997
*The rest of the poem is unavailable*
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Old Habits, Die Hard
What can I say old habits die hard
Either that or they don't die at all
I'm just calling off my life in a ways of rhymes
My oh my... How desperate are we to say we are alive
When we rather be dead but when deaths around
We just go ahead, skip town never to be found.
I'm just clowning do you find it funny ??
I just keep myself relavent by making jokes
But others need a round of applause or a standing ovation
Me? Just give me my girl to cuddle, the bread on my table,
the roof over my head and the check to pay it off.
Society is my least...
Either that or they don't die at all
I'm just calling off my life in a ways of rhymes
My oh my... How desperate are we to say we are alive
When we rather be dead but when deaths around
We just go ahead, skip town never to be found.
I'm just clowning do you find it funny ??
I just keep myself relavent by making jokes
But others need a round of applause or a standing ovation
Me? Just give me my girl to cuddle, the bread on my table,
the roof over my head and the check to pay it off.
Society is my least...
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Puke pain
I can't believe this undying pain
the struggle and the thought of her being okay
I drown everyday
But she don't mind
I cry
Pouring my heart out
I'm bout this close to let go
But I can't
Cause I hope
It's got me all hi
This idea of love
It's got me all hi
And I die for her
I try to throw up
Stomaching this pain
But it's not working
Can I throw away pain
So I'll try to puke it out
Puke out pain
the struggle and the thought of her being okay
I drown everyday
But she don't mind
I cry
Pouring my heart out
I'm bout this close to let go
But I can't
Cause I hope
It's got me all hi
This idea of love
It's got me all hi
And I die for her
I try to throw up
Stomaching this pain
But it's not working
Can I throw away pain
So I'll try to puke it out
Puke out pain
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Miscellaneous minds/keep calm
Miscellaneous minds
Never explain throughout my mind
Only aliens are the ones who respond
Memes telling me to "keep calm" well bitch
Maybe I don't wanna keep calm
Cuz maybe that's why we all sin
And we keep placing bids
To the highest bidder cuz he's a giver of money
And money bring greed for things
And things are objects with a value that just a
Figment of our minds to say that's what we need
When it's all we want
"Keep calm"
Keep calm? Bitch maybe I don't wanna keep calm
It's been months...
Never explain throughout my mind
Only aliens are the ones who respond
Memes telling me to "keep calm" well bitch
Maybe I don't wanna keep calm
Cuz maybe that's why we all sin
And we keep placing bids
To the highest bidder cuz he's a giver of money
And money bring greed for things
And things are objects with a value that just a
Figment of our minds to say that's what we need
When it's all we want
"Keep calm"
Keep calm? Bitch maybe I don't wanna keep calm
It's been months...
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GGT
Better get going
"Gotta Get Time"
Friends is how we will stay
In the position I'm in
Clinging on the the few memories
Together
Truly I couldn't ever pictured us
Apart
Like a 4 year old's toy
We were tooken apart
Part by part
Swear on the gut feelings I get
I feel like we done
Come to the point
Where I see you and I
Can't even see eye to eye
From all the times
I cryed from these eyes
You don't know the pain
I feel inside
I die to have you by my side
I don't love for some doubles D's
Your box...
"Gotta Get Time"
Friends is how we will stay
In the position I'm in
Clinging on the the few memories
Together
Truly I couldn't ever pictured us
Apart
Like a 4 year old's toy
We were tooken apart
Part by part
Swear on the gut feelings I get
I feel like we done
Come to the point
Where I see you and I
Can't even see eye to eye
From all the times
I cryed from these eyes
You don't know the pain
I feel inside
I die to have you by my side
I don't love for some doubles D's
Your box...
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