Submissions by AliceMayJones
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi! I'm Alice, I have just started writing poems but I have been writing books for over three years. I write poems about what ever I'm feeling.
All Alone
Most of the time I feel alone,
I cry alone,
In my room,
Always on my own.
I feel like no one cares,
I feel like everyone hates me,
Like they don't want me around,
I'm ignored,
Whether it's on purpose,
Or accidental.
I don't know what I did,
So why does everyone hate me?
I hate myself,
I wouldn't be surprise if it were in fact true,
That I am hated.
I'm certain that no one likes me.
I'm always 'second best'.
It's like I'm not wanted around.
I wish I could disappear.
I know I won't be missed.
If I died,...
I cry alone,
In my room,
Always on my own.
I feel like no one cares,
I feel like everyone hates me,
Like they don't want me around,
I'm ignored,
Whether it's on purpose,
Or accidental.
I don't know what I did,
So why does everyone hate me?
I hate myself,
I wouldn't be surprise if it were in fact true,
That I am hated.
I'm certain that no one likes me.
I'm always 'second best'.
It's like I'm not wanted around.
I wish I could disappear.
I know I won't be missed.
If I died,...
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I Guess This is Farewell
I’m sorry I hurt you,
I’m sorry I couldn’t trust you,
I’m sorry that I ended thIngs the way I did.
I didn’t want to hurt you,
But staying with you,
Would just Mean that I would break you,
Like how I’m broken.
I waS always scared that yOu would hurt me,
I was always scaRed that you weRe using me,
Terrified that I’d walk awaY scarreD.
You cAn blame my previous relatioNships,
For how cold I was to you.
How distant I was.
I couldn’t risk being hurt again.
I didn’t want to hurt you,
I didn’t mean to hurt you.
I just couldn’t...
I’m sorry I couldn’t trust you,
I’m sorry that I ended thIngs the way I did.
I didn’t want to hurt you,
But staying with you,
Would just Mean that I would break you,
Like how I’m broken.
I waS always scared that yOu would hurt me,
I was always scaRed that you weRe using me,
Terrified that I’d walk awaY scarreD.
You cAn blame my previous relatioNships,
For how cold I was to you.
How distant I was.
I couldn’t risk being hurt again.
I didn’t want to hurt you,
I didn’t mean to hurt you.
I just couldn’t...
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I Wish
Sometimes I wish,
That I could redo my life,
I have made several mistakes,
I hurt those that treated me well,
Only because I was hurt,
By someone I trusted,
By several people I trusted.
I can’t trust my friends,
I can’t trust my family.
I wish I could,
But I can’t.
I can only trust myself.
I wish that I was never born,
I have wasted this life,
I am just wasted space.
My body is covered in scars,
Some mental,
Some physical.
I lie to everyone I see.
“Are you okay?”
“Yes, I’m fine”
I always lie. ...
That I could redo my life,
I have made several mistakes,
I hurt those that treated me well,
Only because I was hurt,
By someone I trusted,
By several people I trusted.
I can’t trust my friends,
I can’t trust my family.
I wish I could,
But I can’t.
I can only trust myself.
I wish that I was never born,
I have wasted this life,
I am just wasted space.
My body is covered in scars,
Some mental,
Some physical.
I lie to everyone I see.
“Are you okay?”
“Yes, I’m fine”
I always lie. ...
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The Devil Who Disguises Himself as an Angel
The Devil Who Disguises Himself as an Angel
At a first glance,
You’ll see him as an angel.
Though, I’m afraid to say,
That you have simply been deceived/
To tell you the truth,
I too fell for the trick,
That is put on show,
For everyone to see.
He’ll tell you lies,
That you will believe,
I’m sorry to say,
That you can’t avoid this spell.
The only way,
To see what’s real,
Is for him to crush your heart,
As if it were made out of glass.
You’ll watch it shatter,
With no way of it being repaired.
He’ll paint...
At a first glance,
You’ll see him as an angel.
Though, I’m afraid to say,
That you have simply been deceived/
To tell you the truth,
I too fell for the trick,
That is put on show,
For everyone to see.
He’ll tell you lies,
That you will believe,
I’m sorry to say,
That you can’t avoid this spell.
The only way,
To see what’s real,
Is for him to crush your heart,
As if it were made out of glass.
You’ll watch it shatter,
With no way of it being repaired.
He’ll paint...
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Last May
Last May,
HolDs a memory that I keep close,
A memory,
That for oNce isn’t full of negative feelings,
Back to when I thought everything had a chance of healing,
Just a simple day out,
One of the happiest days that year,
It was a few weeks before my birthday.
Walking through the park,
Warmth,
A new bracelet that owned a bell,
A bell that was yellow,
He remembered my favourite colour,
Yellow,
The colour that is linked to happiness,
The feeling I felt that day,
My happiest memory from last May.
It’s all over...
HolDs a memory that I keep close,
A memory,
That for oNce isn’t full of negative feelings,
Back to when I thought everything had a chance of healing,
Just a simple day out,
One of the happiest days that year,
It was a few weeks before my birthday.
Walking through the park,
Warmth,
A new bracelet that owned a bell,
A bell that was yellow,
He remembered my favourite colour,
Yellow,
The colour that is linked to happiness,
The feeling I felt that day,
My happiest memory from last May.
It’s all over...
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The Truth - cowritten with DeathnoteWhovian
Am I attention seeking?
Tell me,
Is hiding everything seeking for the spotlight?
Now take this into consideration,
Please tell me,
Have you ever seen me flash my scars around?
Have you ever seen me crying?
No,
I didn’t think so.
Now, let me tell you how it really is,
How I try everything I can to hide the tears that are leaking,
How hard I try to put on an act,
Just so you won’t judge me because of your incorrect fact.
How many times have we Gone through the motions of "How are you?" / "I'm fine."
-...
Tell me,
Is hiding everything seeking for the spotlight?
Now take this into consideration,
Please tell me,
Have you ever seen me flash my scars around?
Have you ever seen me crying?
No,
I didn’t think so.
Now, let me tell you how it really is,
How I try everything I can to hide the tears that are leaking,
How hard I try to put on an act,
Just so you won’t judge me because of your incorrect fact.
How many times have we Gone through the motions of "How are you?" / "I'm fine."
-...
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For You
Don’t feel like you need to be alone,
I’m here for you,
When you need someone to talk to,
I’m here to listen,
I won’t judge,
My opinion on you won’t change,
You’re my friend,
So I don’t want to see you upset,
I wish that what you’re going through would end,
It’s not fair,
I really do care,
So read this and know that I’m here for you,
Know that you never have to be alone.
I’m here for you,
When you need someone to talk to,
I’m here to listen,
I won’t judge,
My opinion on you won’t change,
You’re my friend,
So I don’t want to see you upset,
I wish that what you’re going through would end,
It’s not fair,
I really do care,
So read this and know that I’m here for you,
Know that you never have to be alone.
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The Mask I Hide Behind
I hide behind a mask that is a smile,
I fake laughter,
So no one can see the truth,
When I’m alone
I cry,
I cry alone,
No one shall know.
I don’t feel anything other than the depression that plagues me,
It’s like a deep, dark hole that I cannot escape,
I don’t know how to escape,
How do I escape?
Memories are a constant reminder
Of why I feel this way,
Why I am this way,
I wish I could simply forget them,
But no matter how much I try,
I can’t.
I cut because it allows me to feel something,...
I fake laughter,
So no one can see the truth,
When I’m alone
I cry,
I cry alone,
No one shall know.
I don’t feel anything other than the depression that plagues me,
It’s like a deep, dark hole that I cannot escape,
I don’t know how to escape,
How do I escape?
Memories are a constant reminder
Of why I feel this way,
Why I am this way,
I wish I could simply forget them,
But no matter how much I try,
I can’t.
I cut because it allows me to feel something,...
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