Submissions by AikoAyame (Raine)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"..Those who can't acknowledge their real selves are bound to fail.."
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Mar 2015 10:32am
11th Mar 2015 10:32am
...A Loving Heavy Heart...
There are nights like these that keep me awake
It haunts me in my very thoughts
I wont be able to love as i used to
Losing all hope and trust to my very words
"..love is a beautiful thing.."
I used to say it so cheerfully
These words Cutting my throat to release nothing of sound
My heart feels heavy..it hurts so much..!
I weep upon my bedroom floor
Knowing that i cannot take this anymore
I cant...
It haunts me in my very thoughts
I wont be able to love as i used to
Losing all hope and trust to my very words
"..love is a beautiful thing.."
I used to say it so cheerfully
These words Cutting my throat to release nothing of sound
My heart feels heavy..it hurts so much..!
I weep upon my bedroom floor
Knowing that i cannot take this anymore
I cant...
685 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Mar 2015 3:54am
8th Mar 2015 3:54am
..: It Takes Time...Breaking Down These Walls :..
I would have loved to stay with my friends
I had left them at school wondering of the reasons
Why i am no longer there besides them anymore...
I wish i didn't have to explain, but they never asked
Im grateful for their kindness and understanding
You may never cross roads with someone as special as them
I love them with all my heart
It hurts me deeply that we're far apart
It breaks me inside knowing I'm a coward
Im scared to go out with my friends
Im not as social as everyone else seems me to be
...
I had left them at school wondering of the reasons
Why i am no longer there besides them anymore...
I wish i didn't have to explain, but they never asked
Im grateful for their kindness and understanding
You may never cross roads with someone as special as them
I love them with all my heart
It hurts me deeply that we're far apart
It breaks me inside knowing I'm a coward
Im scared to go out with my friends
Im not as social as everyone else seems me to be
...
673 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
7th Mar 2015 5:35am
7th Mar 2015 5:35am
.: ..Iris..Alone..Bleeding.. :.
584 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
5th Mar 2015 4:50am
5th Mar 2015 4:50am
. .My Dreams With You. . . .
I dreamt of you once again, Love
I was so worried about you I followed you everywhere
I lost you and looked for you once more
we became much more mature and we were in a church
I was really happy being with you
you were crying because you were scared of what others would think
I said, 'Screw them... its about our happiness..'
you smiled to me as I kissed your lips
I wish I never woke from that dream...
I face the reality of all my little 'fantasy's'
just another day and another night
...
I was so worried about you I followed you everywhere
I lost you and looked for you once more
we became much more mature and we were in a church
I was really happy being with you
you were crying because you were scared of what others would think
I said, 'Screw them... its about our happiness..'
you smiled to me as I kissed your lips
I wish I never woke from that dream...
I face the reality of all my little 'fantasy's'
just another day and another night
...
772 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2015 7:35pm
22nd Feb 2015 7:35pm
. . .Unappreciated . .
It feels like everything i do
Just Goes To the waste bin
I can't do anything to please
anyone anymore.. so Fuck their ways
shut myself in my room and locked away
I don't want to feel this..
I need a distraction
I pick up my pen and paper
and there.. i will draw my life away
Just Goes To the waste bin
I can't do anything to please
anyone anymore.. so Fuck their ways
shut myself in my room and locked away
I don't want to feel this..
I need a distraction
I pick up my pen and paper
and there.. i will draw my life away
583 reads
LOVE POEM
Published
22nd Feb 2015 1:39am
22nd Feb 2015 1:39am
.: Just Us Both :.
Even With Me Gone
It Seems As Though
Nothing Has Changed
I Had Left You My Love
But I'm Not To Blame
I Spoke To You Earlier
The Ways Of Love
Sometimes With
Your Significant Other
It Feels Like A Push Or A Shove
If You Truly Love Him Or Her
You Accept Them As An Equal
For Their Beautiful Flaws
And Their Individuality
I Wish You Would Understand Love
Isn't As Bland As You Make It To Seem
Maybe Love Would've Been Better
If It...
It Seems As Though
Nothing Has Changed
I Had Left You My Love
But I'm Not To Blame
I Spoke To You Earlier
The Ways Of Love
Sometimes With
Your Significant Other
It Feels Like A Push Or A Shove
If You Truly Love Him Or Her
You Accept Them As An Equal
For Their Beautiful Flaws
And Their Individuality
I Wish You Would Understand Love
Isn't As Bland As You Make It To Seem
Maybe Love Would've Been Better
If It...
649 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
18th Feb 2015 2:56am
18th Feb 2015 2:56am
...Im Sorry For Leaving.
It was wrong of me to leave
I never got the chance to say "goodbye.."
Im sorry i couldnt.. I would definitely cry
I didnt have the strength to face my friends
I love them so much, I'd risk my life for them
I've been sick..for the past few weeks..
I threw up from the anxiety and the stress
I look to myself, I'm a complete fucking mess
Little sis, Ink.. Im sorry i won't be at school
Im sorry i wont be beside you when your in trouble
Im sorry i wont see your smile with all our friends
...
I never got the chance to say "goodbye.."
Im sorry i couldnt.. I would definitely cry
I didnt have the strength to face my friends
I love them so much, I'd risk my life for them
I've been sick..for the past few weeks..
I threw up from the anxiety and the stress
I look to myself, I'm a complete fucking mess
Little sis, Ink.. Im sorry i won't be at school
Im sorry i wont be beside you when your in trouble
Im sorry i wont see your smile with all our friends
...
602 reads
SELF POEM
Published
16th Feb 2015 6:27pm
16th Feb 2015 6:27pm
.:trust Issues:.
You can write about a heartbreak
But once you look back to the ink
you will just feel your heart ache
I understood all of this from a young age
Didn't understand love.. I was afraid to love
Growing up with loving friends, I was the most bitter
It wasn't my fault, nor my dad of being a cheater
I've had my trust broken ever since I was born in this world
growing up being cold, or so I thought to have seen myself
I'm not angry or sad, I don't need any help
I just want someone to stand by me
and...
But once you look back to the ink
you will just feel your heart ache
I understood all of this from a young age
Didn't understand love.. I was afraid to love
Growing up with loving friends, I was the most bitter
It wasn't my fault, nor my dad of being a cheater
I've had my trust broken ever since I was born in this world
growing up being cold, or so I thought to have seen myself
I'm not angry or sad, I don't need any help
I just want someone to stand by me
and...
999 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
13th Feb 2015 5:01pm
13th Feb 2015 5:01pm
Feeling well..?
I shouldn't have stayed up late
Fuck everything, I'm in a bitchy mood
I swear if someone gives me bullshit
Im not going to fucking take it
Tired, hungry, annoyed
I should've just ditched today
People never even notice me anyway
They only find me when they need help
But I like helping people, but just..
Not today
Im not feeling well..
Mentally and physically
I guess I'm not okay....
Fuck everything, I'm in a bitchy mood
I swear if someone gives me bullshit
Im not going to fucking take it
Tired, hungry, annoyed
I should've just ditched today
People never even notice me anyway
They only find me when they need help
But I like helping people, but just..
Not today
Im not feeling well..
Mentally and physically
I guess I'm not okay....
614 reads
3 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
11th Feb 2015 7:42pm
11th Feb 2015 7:42pm
.:Liars and Cheaters:.
See me any way you like
Stab me in the back
I'll return that bloody knife
Just so you know, things weren't always right
You look to me to show my true self
Look at you, its been damn hell
Im not perfect and neither were you
Father, I can be whom i want to be
Im a stranger in your home
Something your blind to see
I lie to you each day, like you did to mother
Cheating and Lying, Did you even love her?
I may have been dishonest but i wasn't the only one
I lied to you...
Stab me in the back
I'll return that bloody knife
Just so you know, things weren't always right
You look to me to show my true self
Look at you, its been damn hell
Im not perfect and neither were you
Father, I can be whom i want to be
Im a stranger in your home
Something your blind to see
I lie to you each day, like you did to mother
Cheating and Lying, Did you even love her?
I may have been dishonest but i wasn't the only one
I lied to you...
1982 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Feb 2015 7:09pm
11th Feb 2015 7:09pm
. . .Another Day . .
Surrounded by joyful laughter
Am I in the wrong to not smile with them
I don't have the patience with others today
But at the same time i don't want to feel alone
Im always wondering if it be best i find a place and rest
I might need to take this day off, it will be the best
I feel like I'm going to pass out, hopefully not anemia
I need to fix all my problems.. But I'll save it for another day...
Am I in the wrong to not smile with them
I don't have the patience with others today
But at the same time i don't want to feel alone
Im always wondering if it be best i find a place and rest
I might need to take this day off, it will be the best
I feel like I'm going to pass out, hopefully not anemia
I need to fix all my problems.. But I'll save it for another day...
648 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Feb 2015 8:08pm
10th Feb 2015 8:08pm
only in my dreams..love...
Why is it I feel a bit empty
When I think of love?
Wondering if I'll ever find 'the one'
Friends are happy with their relationships
People having fits over their silly fights
Finding the perfect one to be, only in dreams...
My dreams, It's the only place I can find him..
He loves music, poetry and he tells me many stories
He has a passion for drawing and making comics
We may have a bad past, but its our love that will last
He tells me many stories, his first dog was a corgi
I tease and we both laugh when we tell of our
Embarrassing...
When I think of love?
Wondering if I'll ever find 'the one'
Friends are happy with their relationships
People having fits over their silly fights
Finding the perfect one to be, only in dreams...
My dreams, It's the only place I can find him..
He loves music, poetry and he tells me many stories
He has a passion for drawing and making comics
We may have a bad past, but its our love that will last
He tells me many stories, his first dog was a corgi
I tease and we both laugh when we tell of our
Embarrassing...
652 reads
6 Comments
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