Submissions by Addi82 (Addi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing as long as i can remember. Most of the time it is the only way i can express myself. Its a form of therapy for me.
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Aug 2019 6:17am
9th Aug 2019 6:17am
Things Change
my oh my
how shit changes so quick
was it all a lie
how much of it was bullshit?
games i asked u not to play
only asked u to be honest
but you tried me anyways
so fuck u, yeah I'm pissed
did u think i wouldn't find out
i told u everyone fucks with me
there's nothing i wont find out about
i did you right in every way
showed u understanding and compassion
held u down, and fucked u everyday
i fooled myself into thinking it could b something lasting
you said u were different, blasé...
how shit changes so quick
was it all a lie
how much of it was bullshit?
games i asked u not to play
only asked u to be honest
but you tried me anyways
so fuck u, yeah I'm pissed
did u think i wouldn't find out
i told u everyone fucks with me
there's nothing i wont find out about
i did you right in every way
showed u understanding and compassion
held u down, and fucked u everyday
i fooled myself into thinking it could b something lasting
you said u were different, blasé...
#love
#boyfriend
#dating
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Aug 2019 9:36pm
7th Aug 2019 9:36pm
remedy to my insanity
remedy to my insanity
whats this you speak
you say you can fix me
your old idea just needed a tweak
just try it and see
just talk to my shrink
take two more pills
write down everything i think
keep track of every emotion i feel
is this it, can it be
did they finally get it right
find a remedy to my insanity
is normality actually in site
will it quiet the voices
ease my fears
help me make the right choices
stop all my tears
is it really real
will i finally be ok
or will i be this way still ...
whats this you speak
you say you can fix me
your old idea just needed a tweak
just try it and see
just talk to my shrink
take two more pills
write down everything i think
keep track of every emotion i feel
is this it, can it be
did they finally get it right
find a remedy to my insanity
is normality actually in site
will it quiet the voices
ease my fears
help me make the right choices
stop all my tears
is it really real
will i finally be ok
or will i be this way still ...
#depression
#SelfHarm
#bipolar
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
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ANGER POEM
Published
7th Aug 2019 9:04pm
7th Aug 2019 9:04pm
did my time
Monday, August 5, 2019
8:08 PM
I did my time
I accepted my sentence
But I still feel guilty
Like I need to pay penance
I feel like an outsider
Like I don't belong
Wanted my views to be wider
But really deserve to b inside after all
I think I'm broken
Maybe institutionalized
These words I've never spoken
Maybe I just realized
I'm a convict
A criminal, an mfkn outlaw
I do this shit
It just comes natural
Try as I might
Try as I may
I can never do right
I'm a...
8:08 PM
I did my time
I accepted my sentence
But I still feel guilty
Like I need to pay penance
I feel like an outsider
Like I don't belong
Wanted my views to be wider
But really deserve to b inside after all
I think I'm broken
Maybe institutionalized
These words I've never spoken
Maybe I just realized
I'm a convict
A criminal, an mfkn outlaw
I do this shit
It just comes natural
Try as I might
Try as I may
I can never do right
I'm a...
#anger
#hate
#frustration
#confusion
#disappointment
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2019 11:53am
3rd Aug 2019 11:53am
devil inside her
DEVIL INSIDE HER
What's really going on
life is one big blur
ppl come and go
it's always just her.
If you said something was off
Id have to concur
I already know
there's a devil inside her.
she has no control
she fights and begs it please
it never listens
it never does truly leave.
its there if you ever care to look
it hides behind her eyes
it's that dull look of pain
it's the times you never know she cries.
she never can truly trust
there's always doubt and fear of more pain ...
What's really going on
life is one big blur
ppl come and go
it's always just her.
If you said something was off
Id have to concur
I already know
there's a devil inside her.
she has no control
she fights and begs it please
it never listens
it never does truly leave.
its there if you ever care to look
it hides behind her eyes
it's that dull look of pain
it's the times you never know she cries.
she never can truly trust
there's always doubt and fear of more pain ...
#sadness
#loneliness
#dark
#disappointment
#emptiness
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2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2019 6:47am
3rd Aug 2019 6:47am
my pen my heart
I'm trying to cope,
the only way that i know.
I put the pen to the paper,
and let the words flow.
I fill up this paper,
as i pour my heart out.
Writing the words i cant speak,
but i want to shout!
Revealing my thoughts ,
line by line.
Showing my true colors
I only find my peace during this time.
I put it all out there
I share my sorrow
my joy and my pain
my quest for a better tomorrow.
i write all theses things,
these words you will never see.
This pen tells my story,
these words are who i am, they...
the only way that i know.
I put the pen to the paper,
and let the words flow.
I fill up this paper,
as i pour my heart out.
Writing the words i cant speak,
but i want to shout!
Revealing my thoughts ,
line by line.
Showing my true colors
I only find my peace during this time.
I put it all out there
I share my sorrow
my joy and my pain
my quest for a better tomorrow.
i write all theses things,
these words you will never see.
This pen tells my story,
these words are who i am, they...
#LifeAsAWriter
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
3rd Aug 2019 2:02am
3rd Aug 2019 2:02am
Silent Suffering
Dear Heavenly Father,
I'm losing my faith and need your help,
but don't know why I even bother.
I cry out to You,
I beg and plead
why do You not answer?
Am I just a bad seed.
Is it because You know,
because You are able to see
the darkness within
the Devil inside of me?
He tears me to shreds
he rips me apart
fills me with such anger
while slowly hardening my heart!
He fills my mind with evil thoughts
fills it with uncertainty and despair
causes me to doubt myself
makes it to where i don't...
I'm losing my faith and need your help,
but don't know why I even bother.
I cry out to You,
I beg and plead
why do You not answer?
Am I just a bad seed.
Is it because You know,
because You are able to see
the darkness within
the Devil inside of me?
He tears me to shreds
he rips me apart
fills me with such anger
while slowly hardening my heart!
He fills my mind with evil thoughts
fills it with uncertainty and despair
causes me to doubt myself
makes it to where i don't...
#LifeStruggles
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2019 7:58pm
2nd Aug 2019 7:58pm
My last f**k to give
#sadness
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#despair
#disappointment
789 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2019 4:55pm
2nd Aug 2019 4:55pm
ONE DAY
All i ever wanted
was a normal life ,
to be a good mother
and a good wife.
To find that special someone
that was made just for me,
that with all of the temptations,
has eyes only for me.
Maybe God has other plans for me
but is it really to much to ask,
for such a simple thing
for a love that will really last?
Why is it so hard to be loyal
can't ever believe what someone has to say,
cant rely on anyone
your all you've got at the end of the day.
I refuse to believe it
is the world really so messed up now, ...
was a normal life ,
to be a good mother
and a good wife.
To find that special someone
that was made just for me,
that with all of the temptations,
has eyes only for me.
Maybe God has other plans for me
but is it really to much to ask,
for such a simple thing
for a love that will really last?
Why is it so hard to be loyal
can't ever believe what someone has to say,
cant rely on anyone
your all you've got at the end of the day.
I refuse to believe it
is the world really so messed up now, ...
#relationships
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