Submissions by Aastik_Maurya_ (Aastik Maurya)

I'm alright,
Living in a shadows at night,
Always looking, searching for the light,
Yet, feeling numb and having self fight,
Trying best to understand the life,
Still always feeling down,
Not yearning for the crown,
Just wanna get buried underground,
Everything got me in denyal,
Getting waves of emotions like a tidal,
Feeling sick getting thoughts suicidal,
I don't know,
Always in dark places, why my mind goes?
Don't know if I wanna die,
Or if I'm looking for revival,
Survival, is it what I want? Or something primal, ...

I have been through some harder days,
Thinking I'll get the ways,
I'm sick of feeling things,
I'm loosing everything,
I'm my worst enemy,
Feeling like I will never be,
What I wanna be,
So,
I'm making some changes,
I'm making some arranges,
Flipping through different pages,
Playing through different stages,
Lately I'm thinking that maybe I'll be alright,
Find someone I love and can live my own life,
If I could get just right,
So,
I'm working harder, working little smarter,
Getting better like...

I'm running out of breath,
I'm running out of energy,
I hate myself...
I treat me like a enemy,
My breath feeling heavy,
I'm still not ready,
Cause I'm on the road,
Where I never had been before,

But I can still stand,
When I hold your hand,
Cause you are my whole plan,
To escape this reality,
You are my whole insanity,
With you I feel gifted,

Everyone thinks I'm stupid,
Cause I act  like some kid,
I used to be reckless,
But then I met you,
We both eating breakfast,
Underneath the...

ALL YOUR MEMORIES
I AM KEEPING UNDER LOW
I USED TO WISH YOU STAY
NOW,
I AM PRAYING THAT YOU GO
I DON'T NEED ANYBODY
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH MY OWN
I WAS GROWING FLOWERS
AND,
YOU WERE THROWING STONES
REMEMBER THOSE DAYS?
WHEN YOU USED TO BELIEVE ME
WHY YOU HAD TO DO THIS?
WHY YOU HAD TO LEAVE ME?
AM I NOT ENOUGH, I'M NOT AMAZING?........
REMEMBER THOSE DAYS?
WHEN WE USED TO TALK ALL NIGHT
I USED TO LOVE SITAMA
AND YOU CARED ABOUT ALL MIGHT
ALL NIGHTS... WERE FAKE?
OR YOU WERE FAKING YOURSELF? ...