Submissions by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
Running scared
open our mouths
Lets Talk about this
Do, we stay
Or Do we split
I don’t know
How to feel about this
Even With the answers
So obvious
SO I RUN
RUN FROM THE FEAR
SCARED OF THE ANSWERS
THAT I KNOW ILL HEAR
IM RUNNING FROM
THE ONLY GIRL THAT I LOVE
Open our minds
Let’s, think about this
Can, we stay
Why do you want to split
Don’t know how
to think about this
taking everything
Even who I me
Isn’t it...
Lets Talk about this
Do, we stay
Or Do we split
I don’t know
How to feel about this
Even With the answers
So obvious
SO I RUN
RUN FROM THE FEAR
SCARED OF THE ANSWERS
THAT I KNOW ILL HEAR
IM RUNNING FROM
THE ONLY GIRL THAT I LOVE
Open our minds
Let’s, think about this
Can, we stay
Why do you want to split
Don’t know how
to think about this
taking everything
Even who I me
Isn’t it...
#rejection
#LifeStruggles
#lyrics
#confusion
#FeelingLost
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She asked me a question
At her dads got back her favorite Place
hair still soaking wet from the beach
Doesn’t look at ease like normally
Silent till she said she has a question
That Had me thinking universe over
She said I'm might be drunk
But my minds all made up
that’s when I asked her
Why would you want to end your life
Told me If it doesn't happen tonight,
it'll happen another time,
Can you make it look like a murder
So I won't be judged
by the people that I love
And when god comes a knocking
I'll tell him...
hair still soaking wet from the beach
Doesn’t look at ease like normally
Silent till she said she has a question
That Had me thinking universe over
She said I'm might be drunk
But my minds all made up
that’s when I asked her
Why would you want to end your life
Told me If it doesn't happen tonight,
it'll happen another time,
Can you make it look like a murder
So I won't be judged
by the people that I love
And when god comes a knocking
I'll tell him...
#love
#forgiveness
#beauty
#ShortStory
#bittersweet
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Someone
She was standing in my room
with no expression on her face
And no memories
that I could use to replace
she left with the door
behind her head
Crying covering her ears
from all the things
that shouldn’t have been said
All I wanted to know is
Who's the lucky someone
I think he forgot his coat
I found his love letter
I found the one you wrote
You told me I was the only one
Now I’m just someone
That you stopped caring about
Threatened to go
Left you to yourself
Went...
with no expression on her face
And no memories
that I could use to replace
she left with the door
behind her head
Crying covering her ears
from all the things
that shouldn’t have been said
All I wanted to know is
Who's the lucky someone
I think he forgot his coat
I found his love letter
I found the one you wrote
You told me I was the only one
Now I’m just someone
That you stopped caring about
Threatened to go
Left you to yourself
Went...
#heartbroken
#winter
#UnrequitedLove
#redemption
#MovingOn
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Box
When I was told
Over the phone
don't stress out
A next thought passes
Now a conversations old
Saying out loud
what your thinking
I have dreams to
be that bold but
you already knew
From last we spoke
You said to stay by the phone
You’re already home
You don’t need to leave
To not feel left alone
I remember well
even though it got old
I wanna think inside the box
where should I spend
My time The center
of attention the edge
Watching Entertained ...
Over the phone
don't stress out
A next thought passes
Now a conversations old
Saying out loud
what your thinking
I have dreams to
be that bold but
you already knew
From last we spoke
You said to stay by the phone
You’re already home
You don’t need to leave
To not feel left alone
I remember well
even though it got old
I wanna think inside the box
where should I spend
My time The center
of attention the edge
Watching Entertained ...
#jealousy
#loneliness
#misunderstood
#vanity
#confusion
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Tell me we’re okay?
The blood on your hands
body shaking angry mad
It Tells me you’re okay
Are you okay?
bags under those eyes
Tired of fighting all night
red takes over the white
Tears wiped from my sight
The horseness in your noise
Screamed Till you Lost a voice
It Tells me you’re okay
Tell me you’re okay
because You wouldn’t
put up with anyone else
I wouldn’t want
to fight anybody else
We Wouldnt waste time
Won’t lose sleep
Won’t cry Won’t scream
For anyone else ...
body shaking angry mad
It Tells me you’re okay
Are you okay?
bags under those eyes
Tired of fighting all night
red takes over the white
Tears wiped from my sight
The horseness in your noise
Screamed Till you Lost a voice
It Tells me you’re okay
Tell me you’re okay
because You wouldn’t
put up with anyone else
I wouldn’t want
to fight anybody else
We Wouldnt waste time
Won’t lose sleep
Won’t cry Won’t scream
For anyone else ...
#romantic
#breakup
#honesty
#IMissYou
#bittersweet
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Maybe you Want to live
maybe You don’t want to live
Don’t want to smile
Forgive this them Or Wear their shoes
And walk their mile
Only want to Sleep all day
stop existing a little while
Forget those words flaws and denials
It’s so dark except
A Glow under the door
If you Close your eyes
And see so much more
Every thought you ever had
Every mistake You ever made
This is your Life
this Is perceiving
All these lies
Don’t what to believe in
maybe You want to live ...
Don’t want to smile
Forgive this them Or Wear their shoes
And walk their mile
Only want to Sleep all day
stop existing a little while
Forget those words flaws and denials
It’s so dark except
A Glow under the door
If you Close your eyes
And see so much more
Every thought you ever had
Every mistake You ever made
This is your Life
this Is perceiving
All these lies
Don’t what to believe in
maybe You want to live ...
#depression
#strength
#MentalHealth
#redemption
#emptiness
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Stop. HO-NH-NH2
panic attacked this,
Is this a heart attack it’s,
Racing my pulse,
Erasing words from my mouth,
Time,
and everything else
terrified
to make a scene or a sound
Can’t ask for help
Thinking Rational always blurred out
Tunnel vision leads to fetal position
Dying still silent
Synthetic by design
It’s just In my head,
I know
Only to Fall for it every time
Stop
I need this to stop
Stop
I need this to stop
All of this is
happening too fast,
I Need breaks ...
Is this a heart attack it’s,
Racing my pulse,
Erasing words from my mouth,
Time,
and everything else
terrified
to make a scene or a sound
Can’t ask for help
Thinking Rational always blurred out
Tunnel vision leads to fetal position
Dying still silent
Synthetic by design
It’s just In my head,
I know
Only to Fall for it every time
Stop
I need this to stop
Stop
I need this to stop
All of this is
happening too fast,
I Need breaks ...
#anxiety
#strength
#LifeStruggles
#MentalHealth
#honesty
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Never seen the sun
I never seen the sun,
shine so bright,
Told when to smile,
when to do it more
don’t understand the fight
I’ve got the angels on the left
And the demons on the right
I’m Blaming those old angels,
for not being closer in sight
I got the angels on the left
and the demons on my right .
I think I’ll runaway now
Please just forget me
You don’t need to miss me
I’m sorry...
shine so bright,
Told when to smile,
when to do it more
don’t understand the fight
I’ve got the angels on the left
And the demons on the right
I’m Blaming those old angels,
for not being closer in sight
I got the angels on the left
and the demons on my right .
I think I’ll runaway now
Please just forget me
You don’t need to miss me
I’m sorry...
#dark
#drugs
#fate #addiction
#fate #addiction
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Lately
Lately
, I’ve been chasing after
Thoughts that are much warmer
But they’re getting much faster
I Woke up in a daze and Soon
you’ll get over this faze it’ll end
I Burnt you for no witnesses
the only one that burned I regret
Someone new, someone like you
You’re the only thing that gets hurt here
When it’s all done and I’m all alone
I know that You’ll never return
I’m feeling so grey
My eyes are so red
No sleep because
My Thoughts are reread
I fucked everything up ...
, I’ve been chasing after
Thoughts that are much warmer
But they’re getting much faster
I Woke up in a daze and Soon
you’ll get over this faze it’ll end
I Burnt you for no witnesses
the only one that burned I regret
Someone new, someone like you
You’re the only thing that gets hurt here
When it’s all done and I’m all alone
I know that You’ll never return
I’m feeling so grey
My eyes are so red
No sleep because
My Thoughts are reread
I fucked everything up ...
#sadness
#dark
#breakup
#lyrics
#tragedy
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~SWiM~
They are walking around,
with a guilted mindset
Leaving church
like their sins are on reset
Sinning above their head
It’s a love they cant pretend
more scared in the end,
of anything they said
The wonder of it all
When you say sinners don't fall
To what extent and what degree
Do you believe they walk among
and believe they're free
I pass cool deep Stream of water
a place to do as you please
Took a swim
and Washed my sins
Went head under For a...
with a guilted mindset
Leaving church
like their sins are on reset
Sinning above their head
It’s a love they cant pretend
more scared in the end,
of anything they said
The wonder of it all
When you say sinners don't fall
To what extent and what degree
Do you believe they walk among
and believe they're free
I pass cool deep Stream of water
a place to do as you please
Took a swim
and Washed my sins
Went head under For a...
#death
#atheism
#greed
#hypocrisy
#philosophical
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Back here
I’m back, in these, 4 walls
Before I left, there was paint,
that covered them all,
it seems every-thing
That’s bright,
Just fades and dulls,
I had it all,
Now it’s faded and dulled
Don’t worry because
I’m here with the alcohol
I’m here with the drugs
I’m here with everyone
That I’ll never love
They’re what I needed
I don’t want to need them again
You’re all I’ll ever see no end
Can’t hear your voice begin
Or I’ll start remembering
And lose myself letting you in
I’m...
Before I left, there was paint,
that covered them all,
it seems every-thing
That’s bright,
Just fades and dulls,
I had it all,
Now it’s faded and dulled
Don’t worry because
I’m here with the alcohol
I’m here with the drugs
I’m here with everyone
That I’ll never love
They’re what I needed
I don’t want to need them again
You’re all I’ll ever see no end
Can’t hear your voice begin
Or I’ll start remembering
And lose myself letting you in
I’m...
#dark
#breakup
#MentalHealth
#emotional
#philosophical
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Waste my time with me
He lives his life at night
With all that time
You'd think He’d Finally get it right
There’s Nothing open
no friends awake
No distractions
take this feeling away
dreams he’s not alone
So He Sleeps all day
Dreams of a girl
she’s A picture of perfect
She helps him forget,
life everyday Everything
that ever gets in the way
he asks her to stay
before she answers
The Alarm clock rings
Just To take her away
How many more nights...
With all that time
You'd think He’d Finally get it right
There’s Nothing open
no friends awake
No distractions
take this feeling away
dreams he’s not alone
So He Sleeps all day
Dreams of a girl
she’s A picture of perfect
She helps him forget,
life everyday Everything
that ever gets in the way
he asks her to stay
before she answers
The Alarm clock rings
Just To take her away
How many more nights...
#happiness
#love
#loneliness
#MentalHealth
#emptiness
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