Submissions by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
25th Dec 2019 1:40am
25th Dec 2019 1:40am
Passion place
All you’ll see
is rising water
Too focused on
what really matters
Your fashion sense
Your beaches and
blondes nonsense
Swelled up heads
Ignore climate change
hypocrites and liars
fill this Passion place
Afraid to get your
fashion sentenced
The people Are shaded grey
Fitted template to be the same
Be someone live in a Fancy place
skyscrapers don't lead heaven
In fact It’s the farthest place
you’re gonna sink
You’re going to drown
In the tidelwaves ...
is rising water
Too focused on
what really matters
Your fashion sense
Your beaches and
blondes nonsense
Swelled up heads
Ignore climate change
hypocrites and liars
fill this Passion place
Afraid to get your
fashion sentenced
The people Are shaded grey
Fitted template to be the same
Be someone live in a Fancy place
skyscrapers don't lead heaven
In fact It’s the farthest place
you’re gonna sink
You’re going to drown
In the tidelwaves ...
#dark
#TruthOfLife
#apocalypse
#hypocrisy
#philosophical
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DRUGS POEM
Published
24th Dec 2019 6:47pm
24th Dec 2019 6:47pm
Alternatives to reality
DRUGS
I found them
I'll use them,
I'll continue to abuse them
I'm here but over there is reality
Not Doing what I'm not supposed to do
Feeling free supposedly
Now it seems fundays are over
my mind feels rotten My guts spill over
The week ends try get sober
And Get ready Funerals for friends
That are getting more repetitive
So
I'll use my Alternatives to reality
I don't need
or want public consciousness
Constant thoughts
is what really brought me to this
I'm absent my minds open ...
I found them
I'll use them,
I'll continue to abuse them
I'm here but over there is reality
Not Doing what I'm not supposed to do
Feeling free supposedly
Now it seems fundays are over
my mind feels rotten My guts spill over
The week ends try get sober
And Get ready Funerals for friends
That are getting more repetitive
So
I'll use my Alternatives to reality
I don't need
or want public consciousness
Constant thoughts
is what really brought me to this
I'm absent my minds open ...
#addiction
#despair
#denial
#emptiness
#hypocrisy
544 reads
2 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
24th Dec 2019 4:54pm
24th Dec 2019 4:54pm
Take me away with you
Her room was so blank
no pictures on walls
Or color at all
Said I want nothing
To forget or remember
if I runaway
I’m not coming back
what happened
To me stays here
Or Color these white walls
darkness will take it back
He creaked open the door
came in with a smile
Looking at him like
kicked it in violently
she’s shaking dead still
Trying to hide tears Back
Descending down her
beautiful smile
In shock eyes bloodshot
looking at me can’t talk
but I know she’s asking ...
no pictures on walls
Or color at all
Said I want nothing
To forget or remember
if I runaway
I’m not coming back
what happened
To me stays here
Or Color these white walls
darkness will take it back
He creaked open the door
came in with a smile
Looking at him like
kicked it in violently
she’s shaking dead still
Trying to hide tears Back
Descending down her
beautiful smile
In shock eyes bloodshot
looking at me can’t talk
but I know she’s asking ...
#forgiveness
#romantic
#TimeHeals
#DomesticViolence
#bittersweet
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Dec 2019 00:57am
24th Dec 2019 00:57am
Stuck
You’re so stuck in my head
and you really gotta go
I can’t get anything done
I’m trying to think
but
You’re all that I know
Still getting used to the distance
the past is bringing me closer
It’s bad seeing good memories
most of them heavenly
some end sadly
You’re so stuck in my head
And you really gotta go
I can’t get anything done
I’m trying to think
but
You’re all that I know
Any number I see
I have to add minus or divide them up
To see your birthdate or ...
and you really gotta go
I can’t get anything done
I’m trying to think
but
You’re all that I know
Still getting used to the distance
the past is bringing me closer
It’s bad seeing good memories
most of them heavenly
some end sadly
You’re so stuck in my head
And you really gotta go
I can’t get anything done
I’m trying to think
but
You’re all that I know
Any number I see
I have to add minus or divide them up
To see your birthdate or ...
#breakup
#TimeHeals
#frustration
#MovingOn
#denial
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Dec 2019 00:56am
24th Dec 2019 00:56am
Live a little more
I don’t feel alive
Sitting on the couch
No one calling
Nothing on tv
Focus on my breathing
Decide who’s deceiving
Disguise who I’m being
Dream who I could be again
Describe how I’m feeling
Prescribed to feel again
Only to stare at the ceiling
Blank face in my mirror begs
If I’m already dead
I should start living
Stop caring while
I can be me again
Until then
I crawl out my grave
And try
A little harder than before
I’ll live
Live a little more
...
Sitting on the couch
No one calling
Nothing on tv
Focus on my breathing
Decide who’s deceiving
Disguise who I’m being
Dream who I could be again
Describe how I’m feeling
Prescribed to feel again
Only to stare at the ceiling
Blank face in my mirror begs
If I’m already dead
I should start living
Stop caring while
I can be me again
Until then
I crawl out my grave
And try
A little harder than before
I’ll live
Live a little more
...
#depression
#strength
#motivational
#LifeChangingMoment
#redemption
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2019 4:55am
23rd Dec 2019 4:55am
Kiss you
Those nights I'll always remember
We confused the lights in the city
for angels after midnight
Radio waves crashing into you and me
That’s when I knew right there and then
I wanted to kiss you
The days they're stuck in my head
Now Stations only play dead air
ID try to recreate them memories
With someone new But
why try when I only want you
Your a dream
that’s where you stay
after I left you at your front door
Without a kiss
Couldn’t breathe Nervous atmosphere
you came back in my dreams ...
We confused the lights in the city
for angels after midnight
Radio waves crashing into you and me
That’s when I knew right there and then
I wanted to kiss you
The days they're stuck in my head
Now Stations only play dead air
ID try to recreate them memories
With someone new But
why try when I only want you
Your a dream
that’s where you stay
after I left you at your front door
Without a kiss
Couldn’t breathe Nervous atmosphere
you came back in my dreams ...
#happiness
#love
#relationships
#romantic
#ILoveYou
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2019 4:18am
23rd Dec 2019 4:18am
echoing
He stepped in
get himself a weapon
If he left with nothing
except him
his mind is an exception
It’s all he has
Nobody really accepts him
Left out the door
AR on the car floor
Farmed up ammunition on a mission
In the sticks shooting targets and practicing
He Wants to find out
who’s a good Christian
Who’s prepared or acting
is their Religion lacking
faith commitment and action
why are they alarmed panicked
It’s just a gun please stop running ...
get himself a weapon
If he left with nothing
except him
his mind is an exception
It’s all he has
Nobody really accepts him
Left out the door
AR on the car floor
Farmed up ammunition on a mission
In the sticks shooting targets and practicing
He Wants to find out
who’s a good Christian
Who’s prepared or acting
is their Religion lacking
faith commitment and action
why are they alarmed panicked
It’s just a gun please stop running ...
#anger
#dark
#MentalHealth
#philosophical
#sacrifice
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2019 8:48pm
22nd Dec 2019 8:48pm
For something
I'm tired of sleeping
So I haven't slept in days
Time to pick up the pieces
And find their right place
I thought I'd think better
when I got older
But I'm sitting here
With thoughts I’m not over with
Are we trying for nothing
Are we dying for something
I hope gods real
I’m scared
need to believe in something
where Are we going after here
Want dreams to come true
Afraid to dream when I’m awake
Mad I’m doing the same
I could be different in every way
When your dreams...
So I haven't slept in days
Time to pick up the pieces
And find their right place
I thought I'd think better
when I got older
But I'm sitting here
With thoughts I’m not over with
Are we trying for nothing
Are we dying for something
I hope gods real
I’m scared
need to believe in something
where Are we going after here
Want dreams to come true
Afraid to dream when I’m awake
Mad I’m doing the same
I could be different in every way
When your dreams...
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
#confusion
#FeelingLost
#philosophical
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SONG LYRICS
Published
22nd Dec 2019 7:39pm
22nd Dec 2019 7:39pm
Renting dreams
We all stage our nightmares
We’re just Renting dreams
Till we can afford our own
Going around trusting fools
That cheat a way in
Others Too afraid too
Playing around with others flames
Burned so sue them for the pain
Some are so talented
they hide it scared It won’t be great
fail once put themselves on blame
We all want to be artist
living in the big city of la
Be someone dreaming all day
We all just want a catchy name
buying into this big dream
but sell our selfs so short
That are...
We’re just Renting dreams
Till we can afford our own
Going around trusting fools
That cheat a way in
Others Too afraid too
Playing around with others flames
Burned so sue them for the pain
Some are so talented
they hide it scared It won’t be great
fail once put themselves on blame
We all want to be artist
living in the big city of la
Be someone dreaming all day
We all just want a catchy name
buying into this big dream
but sell our selfs so short
That are...
#hope
#forgiveness
#motivational
#FeelingLost
#hypocrisy
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STORY POEM
Published
21st Dec 2019 5:01pm
21st Dec 2019 5:01pm
Headlights
Woke up next to you
only good thing in this bed
and If I break your heart
You can only break my neck
There’s nothing more I need
On our way to a party
Our song came on
you sang so loud
getting me excited
Can’t wait to watch
you sing and dance
Got there late
something you hate
Left partly
do to the fight we had
Our song came on so I
Turned it up
looked your way
Switched stations
shook your head
Eyes went back to the road
Was going to say something
so she’s...
only good thing in this bed
and If I break your heart
You can only break my neck
There’s nothing more I need
On our way to a party
Our song came on
you sang so loud
getting me excited
Can’t wait to watch
you sing and dance
Got there late
something you hate
Left partly
do to the fight we had
Our song came on so I
Turned it up
looked your way
Switched stations
shook your head
Eyes went back to the road
Was going to say something
so she’s...
#regret
#heartbroken
#death
#tragedy
#FeelingLost
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Dec 2019 3:33pm
21st Dec 2019 3:33pm
Zebra bubble gum
If I ever get to leave this place
I’ll write a note with every word,
I was too afraid to say
Ill write them all down so clearly,
not one misplaced
because it’s the last time,
we’ll ever communicate
I Memorized all of it,
but this my 3rd retake
Too distracted by the Memories
I can never forget or replace
I wouldn’t trade a single day,
This was life I tried my best
You all made sure
I was happy everyday
Don’t want to leave you feeling
you’re to blame
If you’re...
I’ll write a note with every word,
I was too afraid to say
Ill write them all down so clearly,
not one misplaced
because it’s the last time,
we’ll ever communicate
I Memorized all of it,
but this my 3rd retake
Too distracted by the Memories
I can never forget or replace
I wouldn’t trade a single day,
This was life I tried my best
You all made sure
I was happy everyday
Don’t want to leave you feeling
you’re to blame
If you’re...
#happiness
#secrets
#misunderstood
#emptiness
#bittersweet
529 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Dec 2019 6:43am
21st Dec 2019 6:43am
Closer
She was closer to her god than me
So,I'm gonna make you hurt
I'm gonna make you bleed
I'm gonna make you feel bad
for the way you think of me
She was flipping through the bible
The inks her tools for survival
Rewrite words put her in denial
Let her put on
that fake smile
Trusted her until
she broke a rule
read that book
after I went to bed
She was closer to her god than me
So,I'm gonna make you hurt
I'm gonna make you bleed
I'm...
So,I'm gonna make you hurt
I'm gonna make you bleed
I'm gonna make you feel bad
for the way you think of me
She was flipping through the bible
The inks her tools for survival
Rewrite words put her in denial
Let her put on
that fake smile
Trusted her until
she broke a rule
read that book
after I went to bed
She was closer to her god than me
So,I'm gonna make you hurt
I'm gonna make you bleed
I'm...
#hate
#dark
#UnrequitedLove
#suffering
#FeelingTrapped
563 reads
5 Comments
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