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"my curves, my feminity"
Lying in bed last night
You were up close behind me
Your arms wrapped around me
Spooning we were
You reached around me
Touching and caressing
My curves, my feminity
My desire heightening
Your manhood swelling
Your finger finds its way
To the slit of me
You dip into me
Pulling your finger upward
My clit sensitive to your touch
Doing it again you push deeper
I'm wet now wanting to feel
Your manhood inside me
Your hardness seeking
Your velvet paradise
Pushing between my legs
I open them to allow the head
Of you access to me
I can now feel your throbbing
Cock head just inside
My outer vaginal lips
Your push into me more
I push myself into you guiding
You with my hips, raising my leg
Giving you access
Accepting you into my body
We lie there for a moment
We are one
I'm holding you with my wetness
Clutching you wiith all my might
Trying desperately to make you mine
You begin slow gentle strokes
In and out of me
Your cock embraces my clit
Each stroke making me
Want you more
You are mine
I want to be yours
Fate is cruel at times
Allowing us to meet
Never to truly be
Brings me to my knees at times
For what can never be
Thankful for what is
Still bereft of our bodies
Ever touching in real time
My love for you
My want for you
Never fading, never lost
I'm such a romantic
I even think of you
Wanting me so
That you just show up
At my door
I do live in fairy tales
And ours is certainly a fairy tale
You my mythical knight
But for now we are one
In a virtual world
Of our making together
I love you
You are me and I am you
Written by elsiesan
Published 6th Jun 2020
Author's Note
Dedicated to the One I can never have to hold or feel sweet release.
Lying in bed last night
You were up close behind me
Your arms wrapped around me
Spooning we were
You reached around me
Touching and caressing
My curves, my feminity
My desire heightening
Your manhood swelling
Your finger finds its way
To the slit of me
You dip into me
Pulling your finger upward
My clit sensitive to your touch
Doing it again you push deeper
I'm wet now wanting to feel
Your manhood inside me
Your hardness seeking
Your velvet paradise
Pushing between my legs
I open them to allow the head
Of you access to me
I can now feel your throbbing
Cock head just inside
My outer vaginal lips
Your push into me more
I push myself into you guiding
You with my hips, raising my leg
Giving you access
Accepting you into my body
We lie there for a moment
We are one
I'm holding you with my wetness
Clutching you wiith all my might
Trying desperately to make you mine
You begin slow gentle strokes
In and out of me
Your cock embraces my clit
Each stroke making me
Want you more
You are mine
I want to be yours
Fate is cruel at times
Allowing us to meet
Never to truly be
Brings me to my knees at times
For what can never be
Thankful for what is
Still bereft of our bodies
Ever touching in real time
My love for you
My want for you
Never fading, never lost
I'm such a romantic
I even think of you
Wanting me so
That you just show up
At my door
I do live in fairy tales
And ours is certainly a fairy tale
You my mythical knight
But for now we are one
In a virtual world
Of our making together
I love you
You are me and I am you
Written by elsiesan
Published 6th Jun 2020
Author's Note
Dedicated to the One I can never have to hold or feel sweet release.
Pons = 260 ( Brain = 260 )
Medulla Oblongata = 119 + 236 ( 119 = State ) ( 236 = Symbols ) = 355 ( Thought = 355 )
Yet :
Awareness = 602
Our column that makes the shape of the human body = 603
Yet :
Psychic Powers = 848
Neo Cortex = 849
And :
Cerebrum = 516
Cerebellum = 416
Medulla Oblongata = 355
+
"It Will Be" = 30
= 1317
Yet our double Goddes / Mother column with our boundary symbols next to each rune = 1318
603 + 603 + 112
Yet , in mathematics , a circle with a circumference of 1000 , has a diameter of 318 ;
Thus forming a image of the brain and the central line bisecting the brain , as an image...
Just a few things...;)
Medulla Oblongata = 119 + 236 ( 119 = State ) ( 236 = Symbols ) = 355 ( Thought = 355 )
Yet :
Awareness = 602
Our column that makes the shape of the human body = 603
Yet :
Psychic Powers = 848
Neo Cortex = 849
And :
Cerebrum = 516
Cerebellum = 416
Medulla Oblongata = 355
+
"It Will Be" = 30
= 1317
Yet our double Goddes / Mother column with our boundary symbols next to each rune = 1318
603 + 603 + 112
Yet , in mathematics , a circle with a circumference of 1000 , has a diameter of 318 ;
Thus forming a image of the brain and the central line bisecting the brain , as an image...
Just a few things...;)
elsiesan said:Oh yes, please, we do want to hear more. This is all beyond my scope of understanding. I can probably intuitively get the concept if I read it enough. In this context of dup this forum and with limited space, time etc. is difficult to comprehend though. Thank you for all the information and input.
I was extremely reluctant to put my 'stuff' out there, but am glad that I did. This is a forum on erotica, so I hope it has been ok. Thank you all.
I am beginning to realize and understand that dup is more than about poetry, erotica or otherwise. I tend to be very much alone, not always necessarily by choice, but circumstances as well.
So glad to hear you are receiving something from this forum there is so much more involved in human sexuality than just sloppy wet sex although that has its benefits too
This forum allows us to touch on all aspects of erotica Welcome to the family
I was extremely reluctant to put my 'stuff' out there, but am glad that I did. This is a forum on erotica, so I hope it has been ok. Thank you all.
I am beginning to realize and understand that dup is more than about poetry, erotica or otherwise. I tend to be very much alone, not always necessarily by choice, but circumstances as well.
So glad to hear you are receiving something from this forum there is so much more involved in human sexuality than just sloppy wet sex although that has its benefits too
This forum allows us to touch on all aspects of erotica Welcome to the family
Kundalini = 171
We can , in the Code have two columns of nine symbols each ,
the ninth symbol in each column is the same , and looks like
a straight line...pronounced "Is"
However , the sum of 1 - 18 ( two columns of nine )
inclusive , ( 1 + 2 + 3 + 4... ) :
171
So there is the Kundalini , and the two lines represent the Ida and Pingala Currents...
More on your other questions in a moment...
We can , in the Code have two columns of nine symbols each ,
the ninth symbol in each column is the same , and looks like
a straight line...pronounced "Is"
However , the sum of 1 - 18 ( two columns of nine )
inclusive , ( 1 + 2 + 3 + 4... ) :
171
So there is the Kundalini , and the two lines represent the Ida and Pingala Currents...
More on your other questions in a moment...
Disrupt my breathing
Think of you
All the time
It still saddens me
And i think, knowing me
Will always
Disrupt my breathing
My very being
That we will never
Experience one another
In real time
It is and will be
A most difficult task
To try to replace someone
Who is irreplaceable
And you, my dearest Sir
Are near, if not entirely
Irreplacable
I wanted you
So much it hurt
I cried deep,
Painful tears for you
And, as i write this
I am again
In tears, near breathless
Wanting you so
And yet, joy
Is and has been
Very much a part
Of my feelings for you
I told you
From the get go
That no matter
The consequence
You must not stop
I wanted you
I was desperate
For you
I loved you
I still do
And, really
You and I have shared
Many thoughts, ideas
Fantasies
Poetic expressions
Of nothing
But the highest order
Of a most beautuful
Sensual love affair
You see, my fine Sir
I know, you cannot
Write or paint
What you gave to me
Without some measure
Of loving me
You are an
Incredible human being
And a man of integrity
Wisdom and charm
You are the absolute best
Let no one tell
You differently
You will not ever
Not even for a moment
Be the same
From whence we first met
And I am not the same either
My writings
Are improved
Like you, I will not ever
Be the same
I am now much better
Feel better equipped
Am more competent
Albeit not confident
This is not finished
Much to say to you
Much want you to hear
Must always stay in contact
Cannot be any other way
Think of you
All the time
It still saddens me
And i think, knowing me
Will always
Disrupt my breathing
My very being
That we will never
Experience one another
In real time
It is and will be
A most difficult task
To try to replace someone
Who is irreplaceable
And you, my dearest Sir
Are near, if not entirely
Irreplacable
I wanted you
So much it hurt
I cried deep,
Painful tears for you
And, as i write this
I am again
In tears, near breathless
Wanting you so
And yet, joy
Is and has been
Very much a part
Of my feelings for you
I told you
From the get go
That no matter
The consequence
You must not stop
I wanted you
I was desperate
For you
I loved you
I still do
And, really
You and I have shared
Many thoughts, ideas
Fantasies
Poetic expressions
Of nothing
But the highest order
Of a most beautuful
Sensual love affair
You see, my fine Sir
I know, you cannot
Write or paint
What you gave to me
Without some measure
Of loving me
You are an
Incredible human being
And a man of integrity
Wisdom and charm
You are the absolute best
Let no one tell
You differently
You will not ever
Not even for a moment
Be the same
From whence we first met
And I am not the same either
My writings
Are improved
Like you, I will not ever
Be the same
I am now much better
Feel better equipped
Am more competent
Albeit not confident
This is not finished
Much to say to you
Much want you to hear
Must always stay in contact
Cannot be any other way
elsiesan said:Disrupt my breathing
Think of you
All the time
It still saddens me
And i think, knowing me
Will always
Disrupt my breathing
My very being
That we will never
Experience one another
In real time
It is and will be
A most difficult task
To try to replace someone
Who is irreplaceable
And you, my dearest Sir
Are near, if not entirely
Irreplacable
I wanted you
So much it hurt
I cried deep,
Painful tears for you
And, as i write this
I am again
In tears, near breathless
Wanting you so
And yet, joy
Is and has been
Very much a part
Of my feelings for you
I told you
From the get go
That no matter
The consequence
You must not stop
I wanted you
I was desperate
For you
I loved you
I still do
And, really
You and I have shared
Many thoughts, ideas
Fantasies
Poetic expressions
Of nothing
But the highest order
Of a most beautuful
Sensual love affair
You see, my fine Sir
I know, you cannot
Write or paint
What you gave to me
Without some measure
Of loving me
You are an
Incredible human being
And a man of integrity
Wisdom and charm
You are the absolute best
Let no one tell
You differently
You will not ever
Not even for a moment
Be the same
From whence we first met
And I am not the same either
My writings
Are improved
Like you, I will not ever
Be the same
I am now much better
Feel better equipped
Am more competent
Albeit not confident
This is not finished
Much to say to you
Much want you to hear
Must always stay in contact
Cannot be any other way
Very beautiful Elsie
BTW my B-day is Feb 18
Think of you
All the time
It still saddens me
And i think, knowing me
Will always
Disrupt my breathing
My very being
That we will never
Experience one another
In real time
It is and will be
A most difficult task
To try to replace someone
Who is irreplaceable
And you, my dearest Sir
Are near, if not entirely
Irreplacable
I wanted you
So much it hurt
I cried deep,
Painful tears for you
And, as i write this
I am again
In tears, near breathless
Wanting you so
And yet, joy
Is and has been
Very much a part
Of my feelings for you
I told you
From the get go
That no matter
The consequence
You must not stop
I wanted you
I was desperate
For you
I loved you
I still do
And, really
You and I have shared
Many thoughts, ideas
Fantasies
Poetic expressions
Of nothing
But the highest order
Of a most beautuful
Sensual love affair
You see, my fine Sir
I know, you cannot
Write or paint
What you gave to me
Without some measure
Of loving me
You are an
Incredible human being
And a man of integrity
Wisdom and charm
You are the absolute best
Let no one tell
You differently
You will not ever
Not even for a moment
Be the same
From whence we first met
And I am not the same either
My writings
Are improved
Like you, I will not ever
Be the same
I am now much better
Feel better equipped
Am more competent
Albeit not confident
This is not finished
Much to say to you
Much want you to hear
Must always stay in contact
Cannot be any other way
Very beautiful Elsie
BTW my B-day is Feb 18
Eroto - Comatose Lucidity = ( 319 + 278 + 89 ) = 686
Our symbols for Chaos and Order , equal : ( 9 + 300 )
They deal with the level in the human brain for the Pons ;
686 + 309 = 995
Now , this is the state of the marriage of Chaos and Order ,
that is activated by this practice , which in effect puts the
system we can call Trance ;
The Rune for order is pronounced Sdar , the
symbol for Order is pronounce backwards , Rrea ;
Therefore , we have our word "Sdarrrea" , or in
modern times "Story" , thus the story that is created
by the brain during this state of "canceled signal" ;
Interestingly , :
Trance = 320
Thus if we look back to one of my last posts , see what 320 / 321 equaled...
This is the "Secret"...the level of the Pons , and the implantation of a "Story"
Our symbols for Chaos and Order , equal : ( 9 + 300 )
They deal with the level in the human brain for the Pons ;
686 + 309 = 995
Now , this is the state of the marriage of Chaos and Order ,
that is activated by this practice , which in effect puts the
system we can call Trance ;
The Rune for order is pronounced Sdar , the
symbol for Order is pronounce backwards , Rrea ;
Therefore , we have our word "Sdarrrea" , or in
modern times "Story" , thus the story that is created
by the brain during this state of "canceled signal" ;
Interestingly , :
Trance = 320
Thus if we look back to one of my last posts , see what 320 / 321 equaled...
This is the "Secret"...the level of the Pons , and the implantation of a "Story"
*Cake of Light*
First , and this is why it is called what it is :
Cake = 641
Which is the sum for :
Divine Feminine Kcebealla + Divine Masculine Qabalah = 641
Of = 150
Light = 201
........................................................................................................
Cake Of Light = 992
Yet :
To Give = 17
To Give Initiate Cake Of Light = 1009
The two columns of eight , with *Is* runes , equals 1008 ;
Interestingly , in Obri / Hebrew 1009 = "Satan"
First , and this is why it is called what it is :
Cake = 641
Which is the sum for :
Divine Feminine Kcebealla + Divine Masculine Qabalah = 641
Of = 150
Light = 201
........................................................................................................
Cake Of Light = 992
Yet :
To Give = 17
To Give Initiate Cake Of Light = 1009
The two columns of eight , with *Is* runes , equals 1008 ;
Interestingly , in Obri / Hebrew 1009 = "Satan"
Blackwolf said:*Cake of Light*
First , and this is why it is called what it is :
Cake = 641
Which is the sum for :
Divine Feminine Kcebealla + Divine Masculine Qabalah = 641
Of = 150
Light = 201
........................................................................................................
Cake Of Light = 992
Yet :
To Give = 17
To Give Initiate Cake Of Light = 1009
The two columns of eight , with *Is* runes , equals 1008 ;
Interestingly , in Obri / Hebrew 1009 = "Satan"
Oh no shit
Thank you
I have to ask have you ever been a recipient of The Cake of Light
You can PM if you would rather
First , and this is why it is called what it is :
Cake = 641
Which is the sum for :
Divine Feminine Kcebealla + Divine Masculine Qabalah = 641
Of = 150
Light = 201
........................................................................................................
Cake Of Light = 992
Yet :
To Give = 17
To Give Initiate Cake Of Light = 1009
The two columns of eight , with *Is* runes , equals 1008 ;
Interestingly , in Obri / Hebrew 1009 = "Satan"
Oh no shit
Thank you
I have to ask have you ever been a recipient of The Cake of Light
You can PM if you would rather
Something you did not note Val , is a very important gentleman ,
though others might use a different word for him...*AOS*
Austin Osman Spare
Who was involved with Crowley , yet broke away ;
It is worth noting , the top symbol of one column
is pronounced Os , and when you turn the opposite
column upside down the rune at the top is pronounced
Mann , which became at another time Osmann , the head
of the Ottoman Empire ;
However , those two symbols , equal 78 ;
Anyone familiar with Tarot understands this , yet more ;
Initiation = 78
And If we take A - Os , as his initials then that would equal
71 , the number for the word Dove in Obri / Hebrew ,
and 71 is the sum of the top two symbols before we turn
the column over to attain 78 , and Osmann ;
When one considers the implications of what I just said ,
one attains Initiation , and the Dove is seen in many images
over the head ;
More the number 71 , as well , equals Lead ;
And the bottom two symbols equal 88 , which is one away from
the word , well known to Shriners , as Fez , the hat they wear ;
Yet , if one knows eastern languages , even a little , Fez has a
very particular meaning , thus meaning "Like Unto Gold" ;
Thus , with the top two pairs , and bottom two pairs , we attain :
"Lead Into Gold"
I believe that shall do for now , and I believe I have covered both
physical realities , and metaphysical concepts and practices...
If there are more questions , they shall be addressed later...;)
though others might use a different word for him...*AOS*
Austin Osman Spare
Who was involved with Crowley , yet broke away ;
It is worth noting , the top symbol of one column
is pronounced Os , and when you turn the opposite
column upside down the rune at the top is pronounced
Mann , which became at another time Osmann , the head
of the Ottoman Empire ;
However , those two symbols , equal 78 ;
Anyone familiar with Tarot understands this , yet more ;
Initiation = 78
And If we take A - Os , as his initials then that would equal
71 , the number for the word Dove in Obri / Hebrew ,
and 71 is the sum of the top two symbols before we turn
the column over to attain 78 , and Osmann ;
When one considers the implications of what I just said ,
one attains Initiation , and the Dove is seen in many images
over the head ;
More the number 71 , as well , equals Lead ;
And the bottom two symbols equal 88 , which is one away from
the word , well known to Shriners , as Fez , the hat they wear ;
Yet , if one knows eastern languages , even a little , Fez has a
very particular meaning , thus meaning "Like Unto Gold" ;
Thus , with the top two pairs , and bottom two pairs , we attain :
"Lead Into Gold"
I believe that shall do for now , and I believe I have covered both
physical realities , and metaphysical concepts and practices...
If there are more questions , they shall be addressed later...;)
Blackwolf said:Eroto - Comatose Lucidity = ( 319 + 278 + 89 ) = 686
Our symbols for Chaos and Order , equal : ( 9 + 300 )
They deal with the level in the human brain for the Pons ;
686 + 309 = 995
Now , this is the state of the marriage of Chaos and Order ,
that is activated by this practice , which in effect puts the
system we can call Trance ;
The Rune for order is pronounced Sdar , the
symbol for Order is pronounce backwards , Rrea ;
Therefore , we have our word "Sdarrrea" , or in
modern times "Story" , thus the story that is created
by the brain during this state of "canceled signal" ;
Interestingly , :
Trance = 320
Thus if we look back to one of my last posts , see what 320 / 321 equaled...
This is the "Secret"...the level of the Pons , and the implantation of a "Story"
Interesting
I really like this one
Thank you Sir
Our symbols for Chaos and Order , equal : ( 9 + 300 )
They deal with the level in the human brain for the Pons ;
686 + 309 = 995
Now , this is the state of the marriage of Chaos and Order ,
that is activated by this practice , which in effect puts the
system we can call Trance ;
The Rune for order is pronounced Sdar , the
symbol for Order is pronounce backwards , Rrea ;
Therefore , we have our word "Sdarrrea" , or in
modern times "Story" , thus the story that is created
by the brain during this state of "canceled signal" ;
Interestingly , :
Trance = 320
Thus if we look back to one of my last posts , see what 320 / 321 equaled...
This is the "Secret"...the level of the Pons , and the implantation of a "Story"
Interesting
I really like this one
Thank you Sir
