Love

??LOVE??
HA WHAT CAN I SAY BOUT LOVE BESIDS ITZ OVER RATED, WE LOVE LOVE YET @ DHA SAME TYME WE HATE IT, LOVE MAKES YOU WEAK EVEN WHEN UR FEELN STRONG, LOIVE MAKE YA BLIEVE ALL ACTIONS ARE RIGHT EVEN WHEN UR WRONG, IT'S CLAIMED DHAT ITZ SUSPOSE 2 B OH SO TRU, HOWEVA DHA RESENTMENT N IT GOTCH FEELN BLUE, LOVE BEATZ YA HEART & SLOWZ YA RATE DOWN, SMILING MORE THAN EVA YET CNT STOP DHA FROWN, IT MAKE YA FEEL SAFE KNOWIN DHAT SUM1 CARE, BUT WHEN U NEED EM DHA MOST NOT A SOUL NEITHER HERE NOR THERE, LOVE LIFTS YA SPIRIT LYKE ANGELZ BELIEVING YOU CAN FLY, BUT WEN ITZ SOUR U GOTTA SHATTERED HEART DHAT MAKE U WANNA NEVA AGAIN GIVE IT A TRY, IT MAKE YOU DO KRAZY THNGZ WISE STUPID N & BOLD, WILLN 2 DO ANYTHING 2 KEEP IT LYKE FINDN TRUTH N DHA LIES DHAT B TOLD, LOVE HAVE NO BOUNDERIES SO SUMTYMES IT GIVES OFF MORE THAN U CAN TAKE LYKE DHA AIR AROUND CNT SHAKE IT OFF OR MAKE A BREAK, ITZ ENBREDED ON YA MIND EVERYTYME U THINK, LOL & U STILL CNT HELP BOUT LAUGH EVERYTYME U SEE DHAT PARTICULAR FACE WENEVA U BLINK.

Okay my faith is strong choices be wrong Jesus carry dha cross I carry dha boulder while popz got creation on his shoulders but wait it was a breathe his breath now'z dere  only a144,000 left kill or be killed death is only guaranteed coma itz only lead

Ain't gotta Clue to Guess Who falling to get to you for admittedly until I opened dha blinds I would've neva met dha sun ya son follow I  follow vanity vanity dhatz shallow watz a Kingsman without his crown my loca her brown

Beauty in dha making souls awakening shaping into this image dhat includes chief keefing in dha hot tub filled with liquor Kidz??? Children hearing a whisper yet Casper R.I.P yet kirby & dha plumber twins lives on after each sip another grown buck  last dolla ??? Luck  ???

English  this English dnt knw am I slow last name asking aliens legion once was this land divided amongst segregated languages lyke dha cloud no1 understand so I write these riddles but riddle me this are we not not pawns in your game of chest dha one's you made royalty loyalty loyalty dha blood drip aboard ship grip grip grip unified selfie soul, body, & mind

find rock on this block dha mysteries I've unlocked shocked at this crime scene dha script on yur wide screen slang define slang Imagine Imaginary thing anything me can tell born thru sin................. written writen no blank pages in honor of ur rages

dhis urge dha urge surging thru waves of space thru time surging surging mind surging in pursuit of peace surging thru this feast coded invitation so edible from a snake Adam & Eve settle dusk til dawn from birth buried back in dha earth vocab of dha celeb only measures it worth ??? WORTH ???

No confrontations just frustrations of more pop up ads gradsing outa prison systems vitims purge profoundly soundly lustng for greed envy of dha jealous slothing pride a wrath pride LOVE  dha true 7 deadly

i want to make something of myself i want to go to college.
i don't want to be a bomb in the streets that why i try so hard to do sum with my life right now and with God help i can do it i just have to have faith in my lord savior Jesus, i just hope and pray that i get a job for i can get in college

The main reason i call my self lover boy cause i love everybody i had girlfriends after girlfriends its been rough i still love them all i don't have no hate against nobody i'm not going to lie i still love and care for jazmyne she was the best that i ever had but i have a new girl its kind of strange but i hope she love me as well as i love her lover boy terry just want to be successful

i still love all my girlfriends i had through the years i just just our relationship got better like we can stay in touch even though we not together i miss them all no lie no joke this is real talk from the coolest brother on the block lover boy terry just want to be successful in this life right now but i know with god help i will this is lover boy terry 1 love

I feel like its me against the world

I want a lover girl to be my world

full of love,peace, and joy

its seems like people playing with life like its a toy

i hate to see young people doing the wrong things

when you in love you, you have to have something to bring

alot of young black and white females are getting to fast

the teaachers is not teaching nothing in these classes

its some of the parents fault

its alot of young people are not being taught

too many followers and less leaders

why young kids want to grow up and be drug dealers

we losing too many young folks in the street

love is sunch a beautiful thing

alot of people taking love the wrong way

i just want her to be my lady

pray for change love is not the same

pray to God and do right by others

why would you want to harm another brother

- Lover Boy Terry

why these females and males take ppl kindness for weakness

i'm tied of being lied to

sometimes i be feeling blue

wonder why females do me wrong

making money i can do that on my on

its hard to find a real friend

friends are made to be until the end

i have cried so many times

i'm just tried of lies

ppl just want to get by

why would u do me like that

sometimes i have to bring it back

i love my ppl and i hope ppl love me

i just want her to be my baby

-lover boy Terry L.B.T

it hurts to see young people growing up the wrong way

there are to many so called friends turning fake

getting into gangs and drugs

a lot of them out here want to be a thug

some folks dont need to have babies if u not going to treat them right

want to fuss and fight, and always going to clubs at night

it is sad how the world is and God is not happy

so many females are so confused

a lot of them been dogged and used

there are too many people getting killed over stupid stuff

all this killing is not cause for

why cant we all just get alone

we all want that special person to love

it hurts to hear one of your love ones die

so much pain in my eyes

you can see how much i cried

we human we all make bad decisions

but the point is to learn from them

aint nobody perfect but God

ladies get a real man that about love, peace,and joy

be by yourself be in your own lane

but dont get stuck doing the same thing

i'm not all about that drama

i'm all about love,peace,and joy

dont let the devil take your soul

always put God first in everything you do

so much pain we be going through

but God is going to help you through

as long you dont let the devil take over you

so do right by others

dont hate on one another

one love

-Lover Boy Terry

When you are in a long distance relationship you have to have trust in that person



Also you have to wait on that person to come to you or you come to them



Allot of times you have to sacrifice allot to be with that person



Ii have experience that when my girlfriend Tracy Mchgee did that for me i was so thrilled that was the great time of my life



If you really love that person you will wait for that person



I am waiting for my girl and i am sure that she is waiting on me



You have to be strong and have faith in God that everything will work out in your relationship



You just cant give up you have to keep fighting until you cant fight no more



See me i want that love that has no end and the love has a beginning



I want the love that will start the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night



Don't let the person you love give up on you or anything



Allot times some of us tends to give up but you have to stick it out and work it out



If you want the relationship to work out right ask God to save the relationship



See me i ask God to save my relationship because my girlfriend Tracy Mchgee she is so special to me and i love her



The reason why i ask God to save my relationship because i love her



Now its allot of haters going to try to mess your relationship but you have to be strong to tell them to go away



Tracy is the only woman i wont



I will not lose hope



I cant stand losing her and i don't want too



Ill be crying and and feeling blue



i don't never want the love to end



i am going to be in it until the end



Allot of times i wish that she is here with me



she will always be my baby



nobody is not going to take the love i have for Tracy away



i just want her to to stay i have nothing but love for her and her family



So be strong for you and your lover because i am strong for mines



i am going to pick her up when she down  i am going to have her smiling when she frown



i am going to be there for her no matter what it does not matter what the cause is



i am going to love her always and forever



nothing but love



-Big Dee

                                                              WHAT IS LOVE?
Love Is When Someone Is Beside You
Love Is When Someone Cares
Love Is When There Beside You Think In Thin
Love Is Pain
Love Can Be Light
Love Can be Trust Working
Love Can Be Beautiful
Love Can Be Scary At Time
Love Can Wholesome
Love Can Be Frightened
Love Is When You Shelter One Another
Love Is When You Keep Them Warm
Love Is When You And Your Other Can Talk About Anything Within It's Self
Love Is Powerful
Love Can Be Hurtful
Love Can Be Crazy
Love Can Hurt
Love Is Something Different
All Way Are Love Have Different Things ,To Know The Right Way In Love Like The Good In Bad,
Or All Above
By: Ashley Evans

When you are in a long distance relationship you have to have trust in that person



Also you have to wait on that person to come to you or you come to them



Allot of times you have to sacrifice allot to be with that person



Ii have experience that when my girlfriend Tracy Mchgee did that for me i was so thrilled that was the great time of my life



If you really love that person you will wait for that person



I am waiting for my girl and i am sure that she is waiting on me



You have to be strong and have faith in God that everything will work out in your relationship



You just cant give up you have to keep fighting until you cant fight no more



See me i want that love that has no end and the love has a beginning



I want the love that will start the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night



Don't let the person you love give up on you or anything



Allot times some of us tends to give up but you have to stick it out and work it out



If you want the relationship to work out right ask God to save the relationship



See me i ask God to save my relationship because my girlfriend Tracy Mchgee she is so special to me and i love her



The reason why i ask God to save my relationship because i love her



Now its allot of haters going to try to mess your relationship but you have to be strong to tell them to go away



Tracy is the only woman i wont



I will not lose hope



I cant stand losing her and i don't want too



Ill be crying and and feeling blue



i don't never want the love to end



i am going to be in it until the end



Allot of times i wish that she is here with me



she will always be my baby



nobody is not going to take the love i have for Tracy away



i just want her to to stay i have nothing but love for her and her family



So be strong for you and your lover because i am strong for mines



i am going to pick her up when she down  i am going to have her smiling when she frown



i am going to be there for her no matter what it does not matter what the cause is



i am going to love her always and forever



nothing but love



-Big Dee

When you find someone who you always want in your thoughts
When every morning you just want to wake up to be able to talk to them
When someone can light you up like the sun
When you can't imagine your life without them in it
When they want to try everything you want to try, just because its with you
When you find someone you want to learn everything about
...and then learn it all over again

... when you find someone that makes you want to be a better you... just because of them

Scourged

It's an inquisition...a bloody pit.
How can such torture,feel like this?
What sadist, would adore the sting of their torments?
It tears at you...ripping in two.
Limb from limb.
Slapped back together...and repeated.
Ad nauseam,to no end.
An act,you permit...a willingness.
You know that nothing ever felt quite like this.
No rest for the weary...like it's rest that you've sought...you get naught...you're hooked.
Stabbed...stung...clutched by the bonds.
You break in the end...spill all the words...this can't be undone.

Then the real pain has begun.

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Surfacing

I was never a big fish
no matter what size the pond
I was always just swimming through
the muck and the reeds
looking for sustenance
until the day you hooked me
quite by accident while
practicing your cast
and it was only
as I was being reeled in
that I realized I was no fish at all
and the gasp I drew
when I was pulled to the surface
was the first breath I'd taken
in which I didn't feel
as if I were drowning

apadravya worship ~ {i}

{v}
sanyasa:
let us not pretend that sensations evoked by love & sex
are the same. it is not my ribs you open when we touch...
you are not buried balls deep in a vital organ, bottoming
out against my spine... my heart does not throb between
my legs.
i have no connection to your incorporeal nature, crave
only the communion of flesh & sweat... you'd be lying if
you said the same wasn't true for you.
remember to spit for luck.
{iv}
i could claim
that dying tea lights
are equal to embers
in
the crucible on my altar
but the body heat
left in salt
doesn't burn
the same way
when i make yajna
{iii}
bring tithes to the man
who turned me into a whore
before i could consent
{ii}
the excision of holy fruit:
i have little interest
in the mosaic segments
filled with meaty pulp
when the stark pith
holds blood & seed
to stain my chin
my throat
my breasts
with earthen vitality
{i}
he made vedas of the sticky pages of penny journals filed
between my vertebrae. print has long since faded to pale
scars on the dog eared pages. but i kept transcripts for
the back of your skull, so you'd know my sordid
beginning each time your eyes rolled back in your head.
//


*you didn't specify new/old poems. this is an oldie, kindly advise if it doesn't count {&} i'll knock out a new one.

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