The smile that cracked your normalcy

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The Assassin's Guide to Seduction

Resistance as futile
As the clothes that I'm wearing
Lust thick and heavy
The passion is flaring
Your finger sliding slowly between my breasts
Unzipping an involuntary arch in my back
Hands moving wildly for something to hold
Because control is clearly what this moment lacks
My lips may be saying please
But you don't give a damn about my pleads
That frankly are insincere
We both know this is what I need
You take away my doubts
Take away my voice
Take away my options
Take away my choice
But you can't buy this kind of freedom
It's worth so much more than money
When your words and my body
Are both flowing like honey
If your eyes were a key
Then they opened me wide
You're like a song I couldn't finish
Until I felt you inside
Music fades to black in the background
But from my body your fingers play melodies
From deep within as you go searching
Rock me like the mighty seas
I fall away to you
And you deliver my peace
Because you had to catch me
To give me the greatest release
The kisses on my lips
Promises, promises
And you smile down on me
With unshakable calmness
Your tongue traces down my stomach
And I close my eyes to your lowering head
I awaken from heaven
Alone in this bed
Eyes unfocused, in a daze
Balled fists and clenched teeth
Face flushed with passion
In a tangle of sheets
With cunning and charm
You infiltrated on my watch
Steadied, aimed and fired
And took me down with one shot
My head has been ravished
Soul shaken to the core
The fire's left unattended
It's burning for more
Pride and bullshit aside
I can't see where this is going
But I've got to get myself together
My desire is showing
I don't know many things for certain
But if this is the end
I will be damned
Before I have another lover, again

THE GLOOM            



waited  all  my  life,

  for  just  one  chance,

          ...to  get  it  right

 maybe it came,

         and  i  just  didn't  know...

 if  that's  the  case,

  was  all  my  time

  here,  a  waste?

  taste  of  sorrow,

  bitter  as  a  knife.

  in  an  open wound...

  twisting  around,

  i'm  back  in  the  gloom.

        been  here  all  this  time.

 never  had  peace  of  mind.

        pain,

 ...stretching  out  across  my  sight.

        i  just  want  to  feel  again.

 step  into  the  light,

  ...falling  down

  see  it coming...

  feeling  the  impending  doom.

      stuck  here  in  the gloom.

        just  like..  

 a  razor  cuts,

       before  you  feel  it..

 you're  drowning,  

       in  the  mire.

scarred,  by  more  than

       just  fire.

  i'll  sit  here;  and

       i'll  wait...  

  for  the  demon,

       the  one  we  

  call...  fate.

       pouring  all  over  my  hope

 over  the  rocks  of

       chance.

maybe,  just  a  glance

       of  happiness,  so  clear

 so  bright,

       so  near.

  but,  darkness.

  it  always  looms...

  and,  as  always,

  i step  out,  into...

  the  gloom

Want Touch

I cum
In force of our soul embrace
Body quakes in madness shake
And in great measure
For his perverse verse
He dresses me in laughter
He paints my vulpine grin
I begin
And began falling
Hard and long into this lust's song
And head first straight into loves sweet ache
He makes
My legs cross tight
To fight it off when improper
Then alone and in my safe silence
I lay back and touch
I want him so God damn much
I ride my desire
He guides my fingers
Fast and furious
Over pink wet heart
I glide hard between my stride
Him on mind and in my deep thought
And in my deep
Inside
I cum
Again

When A Woman Wants What Isn't Good For Her

I gave her the Why So Serious grin. she ran for her life.
I chased her past the police station. past the post office.
past the furniture store. into an empty alley way.
she was wearing black leggings and her booty was that begging.
for a touch.
she eyed for an escape route. I grabbed myself. anticipating. love making.
to my surprise. she walked toward me. in surrender.
her thick thighs in those leggings. made me an ardent member.
Why did you run? Why didn't you go into the police station?
I wanted you to chase me. I planned this excursion. to entrap you.
Why?
I had my eye on you for such a long time. Come with me to my apartment.
What for?
I need you to put a hurtin' on my flirtin'. To give a beatin' to my cheatin'.
         Catch my drift?
I followed her to her abode. I punished her body a la mode. That's French for in style.
I cream filled her pie. I plucked and shucked her oyster. I batter rammed her castle gates.
         Catch my drift?
Her legs will never be open for business again. I shut her shop down. I ruined her estate.
Don't smile at strangers who smile back.

I am not going to die tonight,
because im to afraid to sleep tonight
the monsters in the dark crawling thru my head since last night
when the electricity snapped on in me,
like someone flipping on a damn  light
in pitch the  darkness of night
it shocks me

suddenly
surging thru me, hurting,  it flows..,  thunderstruck,.. im ac-dc,.. its now is pumping thru me.
mostly likely now thru corroded arteries, but still,,up and down tho it still flows  thru me
and with a power source it will continue endlessly, for eternity,
fuck that
writing this now, i shivering nervously ...I told you!!!  stay the fuck away from me!.... noo why!
your my father don't you love me..with a crooked smirk and saddened eyes he approaches me
in the beginning I would close my eyes.
hoping if I didn't see it
it would trick my mind
make it a lie

body paralyzing
teeth grinding
neck stiffening
eyes barely able to dart down to look for searing pain.
I cant help it  teeth chipping
I scream!!!!! scream loud, I  scream bold,
hoping for its hold to let me go,
straightening me like a board, spine stiffening ,back aching, straining,
focusing hard on it not snapping me and ending me
turning me inside out
I smell the flesh starts to burn
yup in smoldering  
i feel my blood boiling
i fade out
as i blackout
but it's ok
i can try to go back to sleep now..
soaking wet, curled in a ball
i rock myself to sleep.