honesty is key in this one

thank you for the hot topic...here goes

I Watched...

I watched, just couldn't look away
tried and tried but I failed
the carnal sight before me now
could get some people jailed
I listened to the sounds they made
saw things she did to him
he grabbed her, threw her to the ground
and then he filled her to the brim
Up and down and in and out
there was moaning, panting and screaming
I watched, just couldn't look away
my own juices started streaming
His head dipped to taste of her
I held my breath and couldn't breathe
a gasp escaped my lips, they heard
they were startled half to death
I watched as they approached me
frozen, wishing to sink into the floor
They said they knew I had been watching
and they had been turned on for sure
Now this, it is not my secret
told this story once or twice
what I've never said to anyone
IS...I JOINED THEM and it was sinfully nice!!
shhhh....don't tell

As I take another Hit,
My world begins to unwind.
satisfaction touches my lips.
I want the sky to be mine.

As I push this needle into my skin,
A breathtaking rush consumes me.
Pulling the belt tighter.
Don't look, for you might see.

My day has come.
Where i just want it to end
See what i have become?
Please don't Let me live.

The breath I take.
I swear it chokes me
Pain shakes me awake
I swear it will blind me.

to everyone who entered, thank you for sharing these things with me, and in all sincerity there wasn't a poem i read that i didn't like.

to my runner ups, as always, i wish i could of given you guys awards too, it was very close.

Evan Sarov and Deborahlee3313, both your entries were high up on my choices as well, they deserve acknowledgement.



thanks again all of you
=].

thank you so much for you acknowledgement it is much appreciated
glad you liked it.
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