love and hate

If It Isn't You

If it isn't you
Someone new
Will come along
They always do
Attraction has never been a want
I've always been a beguiling sort
She will have golden hair
That tends to cover one eye more than the other
And shimmers and sparkles in the wind
Just as the sun's rays dance and skim
Upon the surface of the ocean
Moments before it falls under the horizon
She'll write love letters and bake biscuits
That fill the house with the sweetest air
In the dead of winter
She will love me
And she will say she loves me
And I will say I love her too
And I will say I love her
And she'll know it isn't true
If it isn't you
She might have raven's hair
That flows over her fragile shoulders
As a spilled bottle of Ink over a sketch of perfection
She'll be wicked and wild with silver dangling
And a rose tattoo painted on her breast
And demons that show themselves
At the most inopportune times
She will love me
And she will say she loves me
And I will say I love her too
And I will say I love her
And she'll know it isn't true
If it isn't you
She will be beautiful
She will be brilliant
She will be warm and kind
She will be cool and cutting and dangerous
She will be the envy of all the world
She will be mine
She will love me
And she will say she loves me
And I will say I love her too
And I will say I love her
And she'll know it isn't true
If it isn't you
-DyMc

Mood swings
Hate and love
I wept,I slept,I hated my world
Trust brings
Peace from above
Obsessive,possessive,pride comes before the fall

We had some issues
We could work it out
Temper,anger,voices were raised
Though strong our love got vulnerable
Membranes,tissues all wearing out

For days I sat playing the man
Trying not to think of what I was thinking
Something was missing that I couldn't deny
Companionship gone,loneliness,grieving...

Day after day,night after night
Memories,fantasies,flashes
Until it is lost
We don't know the cost
Precious treasure turns to ashes


I wasn't happy neither was she
Yet the situation was slipping out of our hands
The first move must be made but by who and when?
Deprived by pride,so close to the end

Visions from our rosy days move around in circles
I try not to cry,I fantasy
Feeling beat up,teary and purple
Light head,lonely nights
Can't close my eyes

Now I'm forced to  think
Misunderstanding simply means a failure to understand
Aha! Now I understand...
If only we could hear each other out
I'm sure,once again our love will stand

Like the prodigal son I pick up myself
Take off from this stinking thinking den
Dropping off pride,grudges as I race
Nothing could slow me down
Till I've seen her face

Warm embrace
Laughing and crying
Names blames traded as well
Kisses and hugs
Hot stares and lust
Life without my girl was simply hell

The Gate (My Love, My Hate)


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absolutely there’s no debate
my love for you is my strongest hate
a hunger…that desire for a steamy plate
for this meal I crave and I cannot wait
famished, I’m here to obey our fate
there’s wine to uncork and cheese to grate
for now is the time to…not hesitate
the gripping of hips, the bites & sips
right before the straps & whips
pressing hard against open lips
for tongues to catch all that drips
the grind of my mouth; descending south
my lips; my tongue they know the route
tantalizing each scream without any haste
the reason now that I claw your face
taking each bite; teeth to your neck
capturing your moans without neglect
all those words you’ve tried to forget
denying me the simplest regret
and now that you’re in your weakened state
with time…in time you’ll accept our fate
and for certain we’re sure you cannot escape
the way in which I’ll storm The Gate
as I mount & surge with a stubborn urge
this parody announcing our time to splurge
this meal, a binge to come unhinged
to wine & dine, to seek revenge
this is what we’ve come to do
this pleasure, the pain of me and you
the hour is ours that we’ve come to feast
an appetite that’s born of beast




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photo: Izzat Nazli

Your Lies...My goodbyes

SO many...
so so many of them
crowding me
my thoughts...
I cant see you for them...
Those lies...that poured out
of your mouth like some  vile
sickness...
striving to infect me...
and turn me into
One of your believers.
Lucky for me... I already
believe in something...
Myself...and I ...am a
wonderful thing to waste
on something as terrible as you...
Love...has a way of finding
those with good intentions
So I have no doubt
that as I walk out that door
for the last time...
Love..
may surely be
right
around
the corner.

Congratulations to the winner and thanks to all the other entries and to the moderator, too!

Strider :D