Feel my wrath

BE CAREFUL

SO...
you want to talk about me ....behind my back
think you're slick....as my acid stacks
Say you can't understand why I am the way
I am...so you make up lies...my good name
you slam

You walk about...like your sun never sets
but soon...real soon I promise you'll
have some regrets...
See I plan to make you sorry,
for the evil you've spread
and for all the lies you put
in my friends heads...
Think you know me...
so you thought...
You just never expected
to ever get caught
Said You were my friend
instead you were a deliberate enemy
that's why I want to tell you
You best be careful of me
While you think it's cute
to hurt me this way...
I'm making plans...
to make your ass pay!
you deceitful bastard ....
All you did was lie
you thought you could break me
or make me cry...
but I will do neither...
because you just don't know
that I wont stop...
till your body is cold.
and hopefully...
you have heard all that I've
said...
cause now when I think of you
I only see red...
I want you to pay...
and trust me you will...
It gonna be your pride
not your body that I kill
I promise to get even
so now you've been told
because revenge is a dish
that's best served cold.!

Be Careful

LIAR

Fuck you...
and the horse you road in on too
nothing but lies have come outa your
mouth since I met you!
"I care for you..and wanna be with you too"
all a bunch of bullshit
the way you weaved your basket of lies
was simply exquisite...
You pimple dick prick!
All this time ...
you were stringing me along
just so you could see if thick
chicks really do look good in a thong.
See I want you to pay...
suffer hard and suffer long
You peddle your poison..
to women unaware...that you are a LIAR
and that you could never care
You write such beautiful words...
had me melting to the floor...
but in the end ...you were just
a word whore...
Trying to see if you could manipulate
my mind, my heart, my soul...but wait!!!
I Trusted you...with my hope and expectation
and all you gave me were LIES and FALSE VALIDATIONS

You sick twisted LIAR...
You coward at heart
I wish that your lips
had been sealed from the start
I wish I had known what a beast
you really are...
then I could have made plans
to run you over with my car!
YOU ARE A DISEASE... AND A GREAT DECEIVER
I think seeing you bleed would be
a wonderful stress reliever...
You hideous fiend....with a golden tongue
Fuck off ... I hate you...
and wish I could rip out your tongue
I'd take it...
and filet it
Then I'd put it on display....
with a note that reads
"This is what happens to LIARS
when they come my way.

Loveless
Cold
No humor
No soul
I'm lost in the fog
A cursed rabid dog
Looking to devour
Resusciated by many powers
Anger the strongest of all

I hear my own voice whispering to me
"Blood,blood,blood"
Why won't this be
When I'm always on my own
No friend
No family
Nothing out here for me
So I devote myself to the devil's job
Of wanton destruction

I hate to see christian faithfuls
Their simplicity bothers me
Their devotion irritates me
They make me feel guity
I wish I could wipe them all out
Repopulate the city with canal minded people
But even then
There are few who acts and think like me

They call me a weirdo
They look at me with the corner of their eye when I passbye
None wanting to relate
I'm I such a freak?
I'm so pathetic
Even those that use to know me are now acting strange
What can I do?
That's when I stopped and rearranged

Practically I died
Resurrected into a new life
A life of malice,anger and hate
With a viscious desire to predate

I want to break as many hearts as possible
Same way they broke mine
Make them feel rejected and hated
So they'll know what it feels like
I'm the psycho in the alley way
Woebetied any creature that crosses my way
I promise sweat,misery,agony and blood
Upon the world for as long as I stay

Unhappy to see anybody happy
So sad when I see anybody glad
They've succeeded in making me an eternal saddist
And I must confess the feeling's bad

Sometimes in solitary sides I sit and cry
Looking back to my days as a child
So warm and pure
Before this feeling of insecurity came
Now I'm no longer sure

My conscience pricks me
My judgement has started from here
In the event of my demise
I know my destiny's hell

Still I'm adamant to repentance
I advance into chronic wickedness
My sole desire is to see people in pain
That way I can smile again

Half-Alive

You ask me what I have been up to.  I would like to answer you honestly.  "This past year I have been living half-alive."
 
Because I'm too old to feel like this.  I'm too old to feel this desperate, this separate, from my own life and society, like a brand new toddler coming off another sugar rush his mother never intended on getting him onto, asking himself if he was the real cause of all this destruction, am I the one who wreaked all this havoc?
 
I'm too old to feel like this, but I'm too young to know this feeling, I'm too young to have a ghost like you!
 
You built me up in compliments and late-night phone calls, and I built you up in my own mind: in twisted memories and destructive regrets, and stories, with catastrophic, chaotic, endings, but now we come tumbling down from out too-tall tower of lego bricks and misplaced mistakes to the real world, where honest compliments come from true-blue best friends and potential loves and parents, and you are yourself instead of the second version that lives in my memories, the 2.0, like the modified iPhone 4s with more shit and apps and features than anybody knows what the hell do with.
 
And what the hell can I do with you?
 
He says he loves me OFTEN.
He says I'm wonderful OFTEN.
He says he thinks of me OFTEN.
But all that does is remind me, because
 
You said I love you OFTEN.
You said I was wonderful OFTEN.
You said you thought of me OFTEN.
 
But he asks me to love him often, like you never had to, and I can't because loving him is letting you go, and I'm still not sure if I can do that, even though it's about goddamn time, and I know I should.
 
Because I loved you ALWAYS
And you were wonderful ALWAYS
and I think of you constantly, especially the seconds where I shouldn't.
 
Because you said I love you, and disappeared
You said I was wonderful, and went away
You said you thought of me often, but I could never tell, because your eyes went from oceans to blue-black holes in seconds, like the bruises on my heart that I'm sure everyone could see, that everyone can see, if you cut me open, and let me tell you, you did.
 
But this isn't about getting back at you.  This is about the fact I could never be with you, especially because we were never together in the first place.
 
Do you remember when I told you we are all looking for something real, but we aren't all lucky enough to find it?  It was late at night and we were feeling philosophical and I wasn't thinking straight, but I never was, with you, even thought I was right.
 
This shit is real, this realization is real, I am so very real and the heroes are as guilty as the villains in this tragedy, so no matter what you felt, no matter what you meant, no matter what you should have said, I'm going to believe in the dreams this time because
 
I can't wait around to calm your nightmares anymore.

http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/69538-half-alive/

What Have You Done

Why do you always say something and do another?
Why must I wait for you long after you have promised?
What is it you do in your 'spare time'?
Do you know what you are even doing to me?
Do you know that you are creating pain and hatered towards you?
Do you know that all I want to do is smack that stupid self satisfied look off your face?
Do you realize how much of an ass you look like right now?
Do you know how it feels to be tormented?
Do you know why I haven't left you yet?
It is because I still love you.
But you only push me further away.
I don't want to do this anymore.
I want you to leave.
I need you to go.
GO! I need time to think.
You have only made my life harder.
Sadder.
I want you to feel how I feel.
I want you to feel neglected and abused.
I want you to feel like nothing in this world cares for you.
I want you to know the pain you make me feel.
I want you to understand and change your ways.
I need you to change your ways.
I want us to work, but it will never happen.
Until you can fully realize the extent of my sorrow.
I wish this were different.
I wish you were the same as in the begining.
What happened anyway.
What made you click?
One day you were happy.
You wanted to marry me.
And then the next day you wouldn't talk to me.
Then in the months following, all you could do was yell.
I was afraid. You were always angry. Yelling day and night.
It scared me. I wish you could see what I see.
But you are so self obsorbed that you will never see.
See the way I have been brought down by you?
I wish you would come back.
But I know that you won't.
So finally I will say goodbye.
Maybe later we can talk,
But for your sake and mine,
I hope we do not.

I'm Done

What the fuck is wrong with you dude?
Are you fucking stupid?
Do you even realize what you are doing?
Probably not since you only think about yourself.
Do you know how much you are making me hurt?
So what if you are having a bad day.
I said I'd be there for you didn't I?
So what if you have to fix another thing on your car.
At least you aren't paying for it.
We all have bad fucking days.
Just cause you are having one doesn't mean everything should revolve around you.
I don't want to take this break with you.
It is pointless if you aren't showing me you want it to work.
Do you know how much I just want to break up with you?
I'm tired of your constant bullshit.
Tired of your stupid fake ass lies.
All I have ever done to you is be kind.
I have never treated you wrongly.
I have never not supported you.
So what the hell is your problem?
God, you are so mental!
You have never seen me upset.
Mostly cause I have been trying to help you.
You don't take my problems into consideration.
So why should I just give it all up to you?
You don't do the same for me.
What the hell. You aren't even worth it.
I am done now, and you don't know what you are losing.
Have fun trying to pick up the pieces of you stupid life.
Maybe now you will realize just how good you had it.
I thought it was pretty good.
You had it pretty damn easy spending everyone elses money.
So whatever, I'm done.
Peace bitch!

Blueprints & Bloodlust


“Love would be simpler without the spouses.” – Julius Castaneda

Minds wander through dark recesses of temptation
Our thoughts travel to places forbidden
Desire drives the plotting of an elaborate situation

To be free of our vows once spoken
We must escape chains that bind us
Before we can shape our homemade heaven

Bon appetite! Let the sedative saturate your meat
Consume every morsel and lick your fingers clean
Feel the numbness throughout, give into sleep

In a separate car, I meet him at an abandoned lot in the hills
Then he empties the trunk of its dead weight
And handcuffs our spouses to the radiator grate

As they begin to awaken, we exchange wicked glances
And indulge in sinful fantasy before their eyes
Unleashing our passions in the wicked moonlight

2 a.m. and we’re no longer torn with indecision
They knew this day would come
There’s been too much hate
Too much illicit love, forbidden

Why you two?
Well, for starter you’re watching the same show
Awaiting the same fate
Your minds are racing
But at least we've finally caught your attention
And we’re invisible no longer

What happened dear, you look confused?
Don't you like the way he's grabbing my ass?
Taking a feel in between my thighs?
Jamming a finger in my pussy?
Grabbing a handful of my tits? (laugh)

Yea that's right, I'm grabbing your husbands dick
Now watch him lift my skirt up and push it in
My hands reach behind me to grab his perfect ass
I pull him in deeper as he pounds me from behind

Our moans are so loud that they cut through the air
Our spouses are in shock as we fuck harder and harder
Their eyes flinch more and more as they watch in horror
This is the best fuck ever, as our orgasms come together

We make our pleasure known in echoing moans
And our spouses stare in disbelief with mouths wide open
As we finish our display with a kiss
Signaling that the end is quickly approaching

From the car’s back seat we furnish some tools
A crowbar, gasoline and a book of matches
How do you like your knee caps broken and your skull split open?
This is for all the years of imprisonment and fear
The hurt and neglect you’ve shown me shall be unleashed here

How about you, little miss perfect?
Do you like the feel of steel against your rosy cheeks?
And your impeccable teeth shattered like glass with a single bash?
He doesn’t want you, he never did. It’s time you realize this!
Your diamond ring and expensive manicure
Crush so easily under the immense pressure!

As our spouses bleeding increases
We scoop their crumbling bodies up from the floor
And place them in the car’s front seats
Then handcuff them to the steering wheel, nice and neat

We put the car in neutral then let the gasoline flow
Drenching our spouses with every last drop
With a final goodbye, we shut the doors and let the car go
As it rolls back we light the match book and throw it inside
And with one last push, send it off the cliff at the end of the lot

In flames they descend to their deaths
And as we watch them perish, we kiss
For the first time in our lives we make love as free souls
No longer hiding, but openly living our once furtive bliss

I want to kill you
Feed your fucking bones to a shark
And tear your limbs off with iron hooks and chains
Damn you, bastard ill peel your smile off with my little knife
And bring you back to life
Just so i can kill you
All over again
You broke my heart
Spit in my face
Trampled my body
And splintered my soul
Fuck off, die! Screw yourself
I dont give a shit anymore.
You should be in jail for life
For the hurt you put people through.
I hope satan eats your soul
And your skin is covered in toxic bites.
You think you can leave me stranded
But you cant
You tjink you can run but you cant
I will find you
Bastard and i will murder you
I HATE YOU!

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