What's life like as an addict?

I honestly don't know wtf happened with that. This competition went to shit ... somehow that guy got awarded first ... Like I said idk what happened. I did not intentionally choose him to be the winner. Thanks for the comment though. Much appreciated ;)

Hoping for the best out of this night
Obsession within yearns for a pipe
Thinking of ways to make sure your safe
But all in all I want is an escape
Going out to score sounds like a plan
That's too easy u coward try being a man most say they do drugs to cover lifes trauma and pain this addict ain't making excuses I use drugs because I like the way they make me feel especially intravenous In my last good vein
No addict ever wants to feel pain
All we need is a shot of dopamine to the brain
All drugs do is procrastinate the hurt
Till we run out than our purest sin yet again we flirt
Only if we can get through the night without clouding the mind
Than comes tomorrow feeling pain over and over one day at a time ......
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Feeling pain isn't easy when your an addict
It's like having a broken bone when you never had it ...

Drug addicts seek pity they don't deserve and are always manipulating people even ourselves I used to make excuses for why I did drugs example  "I had a rough childhood" and shit like that when in reality we do drugs because we like the way they make us feel 💯  my name's eddie and I'm a addict