Anyone thats been tormented by evil in any shape or form

Just created this comp to put my poem in there, i wrote it nearly 3 years ago but apparently its too long add to the comp. The only poem iv ever felt i had to write in my life n the first and it just flowed out so quick for a iliterate  dickhead like me. But anywayz im still interested in what you's have got to write. Im only just starting to take up poetry as hobbie, the only positive hobbie ive had in my life in so many years

messy paper

I understood what Eminem said
about sandwiching rhymes
like two multi syllables between two others
and having it all still make sense
Others like his enemies and mine thought they could
and the shit came out quite different
now these assholes are failing to swallow their pride
and admit they were wrong
just the usual poking fun at someone who can rhyme better
Heard you was still masturbating over my letters

Another point made clear

They write of being victorious over their fictional killer
or to be less naive
in and out other dimensions
but I was the first to have
the prophet Muhammad
say during his karaoke
"It was Ricky the infidel, his a coward
to have wrote in
come to my country
as a non believer
you will go missing within a hour"

A brothers love

Ryan has a problem
and still don't want to pay attention
to the right answer
You could have at least studied rap
before trying to touch my crap
now have paper balls
trying to get through my armour
She's a lioness
on you, a buffalo
going straight for your nuts
and I'm more like a eel scared
but if we're able to transform ourself
into another thing
I'm the person hitting pussy from the back
pulling real hair
and to say I'm not has me having
one syllable like "oh"
enough to cripple
and put your glamorous
bitch in a wheelchair
Asking "are you still there?"
like every fake rhythmic fucker
realised a real saint came for you
and made it clear
I wasn't writing lines you weren't ever able to
just they were more poetically put
And a real lyricist would know it
so to the lake of fire for listening to a dumb cow to try
and get one over on me is where you going

Fuck too much shit on my reading list
because if anyone can have it
I don't want it

Remain sucker free

Biggest ignorance
I ever heard was saying it
was possible to hurt me more
I give only one the power to do that
and you will be able to
if in the next film
we all see Godzilla riding a surfing board
Like every year
my verses are to traumatise your favourite poet
because they believe their own lies to say
I never came to strut glowing

Honesty maybe not be the best policy
because I could have
publicly humiliated another drug addict
that fell faster than I ever could with family members
but I left my facts out of it
and was a decent human being
so now has others chant my name
yelling bomb the stinker
because I'm fresh refusing alcohol
and annoyed he tried rolling a spliff
with glitter on his fingers
shortly after telling me he smoked the stalk
and if he could have it

The owls delivered

You're given no end of lives
from the forgiver hoping you'd succeed
coming back asking me for more help now
but I thought I was a prick
maybe I'll just leave you as a balloon full of Helium to let yourself down

I can't let the argument go
I asked Demonic for a collaboration
and not getting one proves
he waves a white flag
and you get mad because I can visit my dad
I'm writing at people outside of the deep underground site
yet have users here think my world evolves around them
it's an on going fight
I can admit to being one
now you've thought of my ass hole
trying to pin me down right
so there's nothing in my ass
although he wishes
can take that dick and keep itching

Ask yourself why you want me dead for
it's either you've turned up
in stolen army valor when you declared war
or I've kept excellent records
Be free to leave a comment
that's an offended moron
placing their self in one
I call it bin real

I'm looking in my rear view smiling at leaving Davey Jones locker
to drive and
beat the fuck out of a school playground bully
but love how you are adamant you've thrown me into a black hole
so who you really presume to know
if I'm in another dimension
being able to translate your bait as
"Let me just suck your cock Ricky!"
Now let's get the sarcasm out the way of me being gay
Not every gay man finds every man attractive
and it must be soul crushing to hear a gay man don't want to be around a ugly bitch
*haha sound*
Just got that soul you couldn't sink
and if the other half of me is only 40 minutes away
don't be a fool to assume I give a fuck what any other woman thinks
it's nothing but fun with words
against competitors

For an eternity yelling at God to give you real power
and he isn't listening
because it's not meant to be
"You're shit Ricky!"
yet another sound yelled louder from a midget
trying to censor me

Admit too your poetry is flawed
filled with contradictions
or be a narcissistic sissy in agony
I understand you want to place me with you in the same category
but I've been having real human interaction
You spat at me in April three hundred and sixty poems of having no real life
just sat inside with a keyboard
so you're ending right back up where you started
Pussy cat of the internet
and not a lion in the streets

I don't mind being attacked
it's more funnier than an American remake of The Inbetweeners
or Only Fools and Horses
Don't always put on a instrumental to try and get its right rhythm
I'm starting to think taking the easier route like you is better
Hope you've slit your throat again when reading this letter

Never claimed to be the devil
what idiot thinks that's something he can fathom
And if she reckons too she's one
I danced around her blind folded
like a blind man seeing more than a whore wearing glasses
Pissed off usually because in my head
the amount of silence
makes you turn into a violent camel
trying to bite into a hydrant

We can run
and We can hide
We can pretend
that We are blind
but that day
will come
when our tears
caress our fears
as We stand
with our kids
with our head
bowed low
at the end
of a barrel
of their guns

When you desperately
cry out silently
in your
emotional pain
when you cry out
while holding on
by the skin of your teeth
at the end of your
own personal
rope
crying out
is there anybody
out there
can anybody
help me
but all you hear
is an echo
of your feelings
crashing against
these jagged rocks
of your despair
it will be then
that you will understand
if you cannot even try
to begin
to help
your self
no one else
can