That Girl/Boy Is Mine

Must be nice.... that release you get so effortlessly with the simple sway of my hips, I wouldn't know because while you drift off to dream I lay awake wanting more....
More of you, Better then you, used to believe all men were the same.
But I was made to second guess that notion when my mind was fucked to silence by his words.
You were always silent, he never shushed, but I did....
I imagined the way his lips would feel pressed to mine, while your lips chapped and dried, mine were soaked in.knowledge that the knowledge of his existence changed the course of mine.
You left me weary, while he brought excitement to my life, a moment from brink of death with you to top of the world with him.
You never saw me, but somehow he did from the start, and I still see myself in your reflection haunting you while you dream.
But I sleep....
You couldn't hold my candle, it burned you and you allowed it fall to die out on the cold,damp, cement floor and as if that weren't enough...if watching my own fire die when entrusted to your hands wasn't hard enough to watch, the hardest part was allowing him to pick me back up, funny how easily he brought back the fire I lost in you.
You didn't care enough to try, but he did....so did I.

When we first met You sought nothing but attention ,
You had been fooling around with another man
Something you forgot to mention.

Even though he was with another woman He said he loved you,
i knew he just wanted to fuck you.

you fucked him Behind her back while she was away,
You fell into his trap Just a toy for him to play.

I fought him,
I fought him for you,
I fought him for her.

Womanizing white trash ,
piece of shit with no class.

With Bloody knuckles aching,
You were mine for the taking,
As time went by History we had been making.

3 years had gone by and they were to arise,
2 conniving rats or a couple of shit flies.

Insane and in love
Obsessed with their own pain,
Only out for their own gain.

They took advantage of my aggressive nature,
They played on your weak mind,
To you they would cater,
And me they would grind.

They together drove us apart,
You sided with them and drove a knife into my heart.

Kicked me when i was down Straight into the hole they had dug,
Piled on the dirt Thud after thud.

Buried beneath 6' of earth
I choked back the dirt and remember my worth

I clawed my way out And soon plot revenge
Though i let my enemies go
With my heart i made amends

Because a ship cannot sail when the anchors are set at the bottom of the sea
Now further then ever
Forever i am free

I will still never forget
When psychopaths fall in love
They sure hold a grudge

those 3 sick fucks went together
2 insane clowns and a sick little puppet

I will never forget
When psychopaths fall in love

*thatgirl/thatboy competition entry*

Just for a moment I'd love
To taste your sweet love
To feel this touch I feel
Every single day in my dream
Those lips I imagine to kiss
I pray standing on my knees
That skin I crave to caress
I dream once to posses
I
This moment I'd let go
All that so long ago
Were left to wait an hour
To show it's real power
It gets to take you all
Together body, soul
Hear your cry not fake:
"Please, now...just take"
WANT
Wild animal from leash
Will run to its wish
Feed the hunger deep
Seen before on sleep
Your flame with mine
As we make that crime
United, the one
Forever after I'm done
YOU
I know by taking it
You, drug, my need
I will only start to die
Night without light
Tiny candle to be a fire
Destroy me with desire
To cover you and slide
Deep into what's mine

[font=Times New Roman]Maybe I should start at the beginning
Oh wait that's what this is. Well here goes nothing.
I told a stranger about all the men I knew and had decided to
just keep one to fuck
Yeah I know, doesn't sound so bad at first
But what you, yes you, have to know is that they were all
mine at the same time

Whoa is what you might say but hear me out, because there is
more that  you should know. I love only two of the three. See,
it's only three; no big deal. You should know by now that there is
some sex involved, but I'll delay those details because I still
care if you know. I think about them all everyday. What they're doing.
Are they aware of each other? Should I tell them one by one?
These questions cross my brain every second because........

I needed them so. I needed them to need me. I needed them to give me
what I could not supply to myself. Maybe that's selfish and well....needy,
but I need things in life. I am a lady after-all. In this case I care if you
know just how each of them has changed my life in the past two years.
They've given me all the things a 21 year old looks for in a man. I
should be more careful lately though. Now here is what I 'need' you to
know.

One fucks me good and gives me love that only a soul mate could prove to be existing. He lets me know everyday that I belong to him and he belongs to me. Of course I don't tell him that he has a runner-up in his spot every
other day of the week. I guess there isn't much of another way to hurt
someone except chewing on their heartstrings. Now don't get me wrong, I
feel bad almost everyday thinking about how much I could get
from just him and how much he needs of me.

Maybe this is also something you should know, I see one more
for wanting as bad as the first. It's crazy; almost like dipping your
feet in a bucket of ice until your toes are red. He isn't much to
me to begin with, but I guess that's the way it starts.
Probably the reason why things are tricky around here now. He is
a sweet, demanding, not my type kind of guy.

You also 'need' to know how hard it is looking at him when he
says hello or when he tries to be funny or just himself
I know I know, you have been judging me the whole storytelling
But you should guess by now that I just can't help myself
I'm a true man-eater but I love all my boys better than any chocolate
cookie in the whole world

Probably should start looking into ways of forgiveness because
while I have been telling all this my web unwound just a little the
other day. I hate knowing I stand to lose them all if everything
doesn't play my way. I have myself to blame. There's no place
I'd rather be than in my circle of men than anywhere else

Now I need to know something from you, yes you
Does it all seem so sad and terrible? Am I wrong for all of a sudden
wanting just one but can't slowly break up  the others?
............No, because that's just something he still doesn't need to know