love and all that good shit

Anna
    I really wish  
you would tell me off  
 
I'm here whining  
    and my demons  
are telling me to shut the fuck up  
 
                  then you enter  
and I can hear you in my head  
      thinking get it together bitch  
 and whoa, Crims what happened to you?  
 
this is weak tea you wanked in  
                  .toughen the hell up  
 
                 so I knock back my feelings whiskey neat  
                              no tears  
                                       if things are on the rocks fuck it...I put them  
                                                                                                                   there  
 
see I'm just full of these emotional fuck faces  
                                  they got me all like tongue tied  
every time I go to say something  
                    one of these bastards pop out  
 
                               all these illegitimate  feelings running around  
because I sure ain't going to claim them  
                        no, what feelings?  I don't have any...you know what I mean?  
   
                       those kind of nasty little bastards  
 
yeah you understand  
                            but you'd have to kill me  
 
                                                if you admitted you did  
 
                        happy to see you tonight  
 
and all that good shit