resentment poem challenge day 1

I see you struggling to find out who you are, having such incredible skills with people. You are so at ease. So incredibly at ease.

I wish you success in your career. I wish you all the joy and meaning imaginable in a career that piques your curiosity to the ultimate limit.

I wish you love. Deep love. Somebody you can laugh with.

What part of me is threatened? the part that wants to settle. For me. That has fear. That doesn't want to live to the fullest. That believes that the fullest is something which it's not.

I want pleasure in your days for you. For you to enjoy a slow breakfast or a nice bike ride and to read. And to better your mind. And to be better than me if you feel the leaning in the same directions that I have felt.

I do not own anything. What I love, you may love also. You are free to love anything in the world, anything under the sun is yours for the loving and whatever you find meaning in, I rejoice with you.

I wish you financial success in this job. I wish you success with your clients. To become stronger for them. Even if it means you become stronger in a way that I perceive to be faster than how i became stronger.

And even if I do not wish these things deeply in my heart, I wish them for you because I want you to have everything. IN the deepest place, deeper than all the resentments, I want everything for you.

You joy does not diminish mine. You achievements do not negate me.
I am reflected in your glory and you in mine.