I think Alice got a little lost in wonderland, dipping her toes into a dream to see all that she can, in the beginning the rabbit hole was a place to refresh and to revise, now it's just a place she goes to re-escape her life, disturbia prevailed and now she's lost in the night, a punishment to fit the crime so now she's stuck in her mind, because if you drop too deep, you'll have to pay it back with recovery time,