Long Poems About Tobacco

i'll make it fucking plain.... and simple... i'll erase the concept of the tetragrammaton... once and for all... what you denote as: cheap-shit... i'll hide those two "who's who" consonants... the vowel catcher and the architecture of laughter: the sigh baron and the laughter prince... чeap-шit... no... no caron? well... no... really: no... "crown"...

woz not payz for ziz... woz best: smear shit...
call if graffiti... golden halfz..
       woz not payz for ziz...
tribunal of: "journalistix integrity"...
       woz not payz
for zis smear:...

it's not that i really have a cough...
my attempt at staging clever...
    hannibal lecter and clarice...
backwards and forward...
anagrams...
       but no... no alliterations:
          fire feeds frivolity and freedom...
there's certainly an F in 'ere...

a spot of 'other: there's a greek in it:
which morphed into: verily vandal prone...
like no: over till it's over:
in the case of: other...

              a decent splash of bombai gin...
and a dash of phillips' o' bristol
grenadine cordial...

   ...

drinking a kalimotxo gives me the blushes...
and if i could... substitute... my dosage of "terrible liar"
vodka... or ms. amber... and i would... gladly...
give my mind and body up to the wine and coca-,

but who's up for...
    recycling wine bottles...
and standing in queues... we're talking...
    8 x 2 =...             16 units...
your typical bottle of wine
is 9 units... circa...
     roughly 2 bottles of wine... per evening sitting...

- clearly someone was busy...
reinventing drinking and...
a "time-machine": ...

Sometimes I feel like i'm drowning in my own tears
just those hurtful things you say and it hurts me.
I love you! I know we are having hard times right now
things will get better just wait and see…
I wish i could make things better but
I don't know what to do or say to make it better
When we get frustrated at each other and you make threats to leave it makes me sad because i know how hard things are right now

Im sorry if i did something to make you more irritated at me
When we get into our loud talks it scares me  because
i remember all the...