Popular Life Cycle Poems

what if I told you- I'm just being- "nothingness" embodied- sustaining because of nature's wrath- surviving for survival's sake- another year with or without  a "birthday cake"....it makes no difference anyway....  
   
   brought here for existence's sake- more inclined to escape than to embrace- conditions- including one's own fate- everything between that and today....  
   
   something deeper.... every song I've ever heard- every word that's ever struck a nerve- the long game, I do not hunger for or thirst- no dire need to be first in a race...