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Have you ever had those days where you want to just disapper?
Like no one cares?
Like no one is there?
As if your on your own?
When you need people the most their never there.
But yet when someone needs you, your always there.
And yet when your not, your considered fake?
But where is everyone when you need them?
No where's to be found.
People you once thought were your really friends turn their backs on you when you need them the most.
You find out new shit everyday.
You try so hard not to give up.
But its such a struggle.
Your breaking.
You have no one there for you.
No wheres to turn.
You sit back and think.
You come to a realization, that you dont need anyone but yourself.
You realize that you cant even trust your own blood.
The only people you thought wouldnt turn on you.
You realize that in the end no ones can save you but yourself.
You learn not to trust anyone but yourself.
You become antisocial.
You stay to yourself.
Avoid all contact with people.
Your even become depressed.
You can't do anything but cry.
You just want to die.
But you put that all to the side and keep trying.