Goodby

  

I once loved a woman, so beautifull & strong.
Alone now wondering how it all went so wrong.
She changed slowly over time .
I should have listened, everyone told me I was buying a line.
Day by day  I gave more of my soul.
So much at last , I lost control.
My heart spiraled to the depths of the sea.
So broken now, a million little pieces that was me.
You can have the memories , it's all in the past.
I am doing this alone , a steel hearts been cast.
Your selfish ways, I'm through with those to.
Just burned last  picture of you.
Before all the lies , the drinking & drugs.
I am trading our history the dealers & thugs.
I'm starting  a new life , free of your grip.
Not one tear tonight , not even a drip.
I won't be calling or writing you soon.
I can't take the fact, your in love with the spoon.
I can't compete with that drug you love.
I  won't, it covers your heart like a glove.
Iv grown tired of worrying till two in the morn.
I should have known, every rose has its thorn.
I would change it all if I could.
So I'd never met you .. Oh I would.
This is goodby from the heart mind body and soul.
I will no longer need you to be whole.
I am moving on, no new love in site.
Maybe just maybe  I will sleep good tonight.