What Lies Behind Closed Eyes

Look at yourself and
Look at all you've become.
Does it make you sick to know that you're not good enough?
Does it make you feel even worse when you realize that it's true?
Hang on to that feeling, remember it, embrace it.
You're going to get it a lot more as life goes on.
You're going to find it even harder to hold on.
Stop playing the martyr and suck it up.
Quit your self pity and do something for a change.
Break the silence that's kept you chained.
You're all alone.
No matter what they tell you you're all alone.
Find your own way out of the hole that you dug for yourself.
I'm not always going to be here to help.
Pick yourself up off the floor and move on already.