Why did you do this to me?

                                                      ..Drew..
Just seeing him makes the heartbreak worse. I wanna cry. I'm not gonna try. The voices talk as he walks.  Can I just break down? This hurts so much, I've had enough.  I can't take this, why did he have break this? I hate this. I can't get over it, the pain is just too strong. I miss him, yea I know it's wrong. But he was a big part of my life. And I'm up for the fight. Why does everything go wrong? I love him yet I fk-ing hate him.  Can I just die? It hurts too much. I fell too hard. I've lost a big part of my heart. I know it's still there. But it's frozen.  It's him that I'm missing. My scars are burning. With every move I break down...