History With Pain

The horror of the ghosts looking at me
With shame and sadness
I wiped my tears away,hoping
Hoping it would burn me
The times of love has pained me
When my soulmate has left me
Without a goodbye and left with another man
I tried to get her back but it was no use
I killed myself and stayed there on the black chair
Watching my blood go down my knees
And on the floor making a broken heart
Signaling that we were never meant to be
My soul traveled it's way to heaven
My soul,still heartbroken but always remembering
Always remembering the lovely times we had together
Watching the sunset,laying on a picnic blanket
While cherishing the sunset,I leaned in
Closer to knock our heads together
Gave her a quick kiss on the cheek
And looked into her eyes
We did that for the night
And remembered the moment
A few weeks later, she dumped me
Without no feelings in her words
She said some other things
She made it hurt
Made it last FOREVER to go with my soul..
I will be in pain forever