Pen Speaking

I'm tired of talking; I will let my pen do the speaking
She is at odds and everything with me is even
Despite the bullshit
I'm blessed and I'm breathing
I'm smart enough now not to be dragged into drama I don't want to be in
Our parents’ generation is unbelieving
I was brought up to respect our senior citizen
Don't sometimes they make you want to curse their ass all the way the fuck out?
Only if I had a dirty mouth
I've got a good ass tongue
It been on bottom lips that didn't matter if I was hung
The past is the past
Nothing I've did can be undone
Can you believe a Godly woman is judging me about something I did when I was young?
Want to hold my daughter hostage in return for some funds
I'm being robbed legally but it is what it is
Woman came from man
I wonder if it’s legal if I take back my rib
I won't take it
I don't know if it's draining or not to be filled with hatred
I've been upset but it's been basic
I never kept a grudge because real people who are living life don't have time to hold onto to fake shit
You're stressed, can't sleep and you're always bitter
I'm the opposite and for you that is time wasted
This is God story and I'm just a character he created
You can tell the story better than me when the Devil invaded
My mother told me not to play with fire
It's fucked up to hear about your invasion
It's the Christian in me that is not giving the Devil an ovation
I'm privately celebrating
When you are in God hands, every day is a celebration
I'm working on our union
Grape juice and crackers
Every day I take communion
Ignoring bullshit is easy doing
I'll continue to let the pen speak
The pen will stop talking when it starts to compromise my honesty.