Half way there

Half way there:

I'm half way there, still theres twice as far to go, sitting on the 'ledge' desperate to 'know' (know-ledge).
With assumptions I dine, searching the menu 4 proof,
Then i Swallow the lies, whilst digesting the truth.
I keep my spirits up holding the vodka aloft,
success comes at a price still I'm yet to know the cost.
What U do today U actually 'pay' for tomorrow,
so I guess Ur always debt even if u dont borrow.
Dad always says as a man i should swallow my pride.
Yet I'm a lion so I choose follow my 'pride'.
And my pride follows me everywhere I go.
I'm half way there still there's twice as far to go'
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Lol soz in a random mood.