dear matt,

i love you,
i miss you,
are you out there?
lost in the crowed?.

can you hear me?
would you respond if i said i love you?
ill never know,
i know you have things of your own to worrie about,
but i dont understand,
what did i do wrong?

are you mad at me?

i just want you to know...
no matter what,
ill ALWAYS, i repeat ALWAYS love you!.
i wish to grow old with you,
have a family with you, love you forever.
forever and always!

i wish to take your last name and make it my own, i love you,
i will stand beside you for all eternity,
in this world and in the next.

i love you,
i hope you can see that!
all i want is you,
nothing els nothing but you affection.

i love you,
i wish to stay by your side forever more,
but all i need is for you to speak up..
yell out from that crowed,
yell out so i can her you,
i cant find you,
your sliping away,
please,
come to me
and we will be...
happy.
once and for all

( matt, this is for you, i just want you to know.. i love you, plz never doubt that! i dont care how much you love me.. ill always love you more;) xx)