This is all that happens,

Why do you do this to me?
Act like you care, but in reality we both know that you don't?
You can lie to me as much as you want,
I don't fucking care anymore.
You're a liar.
You're a fake.
But God knows I love you!
Fuck!
Why do I love a person that doesn't love me back?
Why can't you see me the way that I see you?
Perfect, all around better in any way possible?
Why is it always me that gets hurt?
Maybe one day someone will give you a taste of your own bittersweet medicine.
It doesn't taste good when you get it over and over again.
You fucking promised me forever.
But how long did your forever last?
Not as long as mine does.
Because, unlike you, I don't break my promises.
Maybe she's right, I am jealous,
Maybe I am completely envious of what she has that I don't.
But don't you fucking worry, you'll be mine again, whether you're alive or dead.