Made this way

I, I kept on looking for exemption
And I danced in the pouring rain
And I, I went searching for some redemption
But I came back exactly the same
‘Cos I was made that way

I was acting like I was an actor
And I, was sipping on Champagne
And I pretended that I was pretending
And I began to go insane
It always kept me safe

I, I tried to write you a letter
But I, I had forgot all the words
And I, I did my best to make it better
But I, I only seemed to make it worse
As I conversed in verse

These coincidences drove me crazy
But I, I always rolled with it
And I, I swear it’s only an obsession
But I deny I gave a shit
I just roll with it

I, I know your eyes are always watching
But you, you always turn away
The world, it has been acting so peculiar  
And I, I’ve stayed exactly the same
Yeah, I was made this way