ex best friend

There you are again, in the padded walls of your mind. Cowardly tucked away in your jacket. Trying so fucking hard to hide from time. Lurking and slipping from shadow to shadow. You laugh loud out of madness and forgot how to cry. Those two, horrendous, black holes you call your eyes are sucking up all the beauty you've left inside. And as they swallow the last bit of it, a hunger pinches stomach. You step into the light searching for something more to consume in this now completely empty room,your mind. See now what you've done. Ruined your life, killed everyone who cared for you and pushed away who you loved. Stolen from the people that gave you all you ever found yourself needing. So I've no sympathy for you, as you curl into the smallest form of yourself possible. On the cold damp floor of your mind. The only company you keep are the rats, spiders, snakes, and the most grotesque of insects. And even they find you too repulsive, to feed on your carcas. I hope you find peace in yourself. But goodluck when your mind is your own makeshift hell. The only problems you ever had, you created for yourself. And you bit and spat at the hands of help.