indecisive

Isn’t it funny?
I know I don’t stand a chance with you yet I can’t give up
I love you but you don’t even like me
Is it because “I’m not that good looking?”
Everything seems to be about looks in this fucked up generation
I hate it!
I don’t love you for your looks, I love you for you!
Why can’t you see that?
Have you heard the term “rage quit”?
Because I’m on the verge of rage quitting life
The only thing I need to be happy is you, so I guess it’s going to be a long depressing life for me haha
I’m honestly scared that I’m not good enough for anyone
That I’m to “ugly” or just to “fat” it makes me scared that no one will ever fall inlove with me..
I can’t deal
I go to school and get bullied all day and I’m forced to act like it doesn’t bother me
But when I get home the tears fall and I cry for hours on end
You know I like you, but you’re acting like you don’t know
You avoid me, so I’m forced to talk to you
I know I’m going to end up saying the wrong thing
I’m pretty sure you have a crush on my bestriend but I’m too scared to ask
Can you at least pretend to be mine?
Just for a little while….