fallen angel's blues

Fallen angel would stare,
Wondering if anyone did care,
Such strain,
Deeply feeling the pain,
So lost,
At what cost,
The pity shown to her soul,
Knowing she may never feel whole,
Never knowing the light,
How his love for her was do bright,
Memories ebb and flow,
Reruns of an old show,
Which she was a part,
Now forever shall they be apart,
Fate had decided the way,
Loneliness comes to her everyday,
Like an old friend,
To whom she holds close like a dear friend,
Dreamless dreams followed,
She felt so hollowed,
Empty like the void,
Darkness has destroyed,
Any of hope's light,
Nothing is in her sight,
Wallowing in her grief,
Never wanting relief,
Holding grimly to this,
Trying not to reminisce,
Looking at the bad,
Alway feeling sad,
Absence of light inside,
As if its been washed away on the tide,
No longer trust,
Hearts full of rust,
Feeling more at ease,
Not wanting to be pleased,
Preferring a length of rope,
When she can't cope,
Cuts here and there
Prefers no longer to share,
Walls surround,
Never again to let out her lonely sound.