Just a little story about a life that I used to know.

I am trapped in theese walls I look to the left I see my myself cutting my wrist I scream as if I could hear myself as the blood drips to the floor and my face runs white as the snow that is outside the window. I cover my sorrowed eyes as my dead self is lying on he hardwood floors next to me, I open my eyes again to find it was just my mind playing tricks on me. I turn on the light and walk to the kitchen where I find a suicide note on counter with blood drops, I read it as my last words sign "The only thing I wanted in this world was to be loved, to mean something, to matter, to make something of myself, I was going to change the world but it's to late now....." I fall against the wall and slip down to cold tile... This can't be happening to me I whisper in a soft voice. I open the door to enter my bedroom and all I see for miles is Hell, Right then I closed my eyes and whispered "Satan go away, Satan go away" An old remedy my Grandmother taught me at a young age to make the bad go away. I keep my eyes closed and fall into a deep sleep, I wakeup and my head is resting on a soft pillow, right then I know my destiny I put my feet on the cold, solid, hardwood floors walk to my dads gun safe, get a shot gun stick the barral in my mouth as a grab for the closest thing possible, a wooden spoon, I push the trigger in and now it all seems slow motion to me I realize that My life had just started.. I'm young,I'm going to go to college, Get married, Have children, and every small thing in between, but now it's all too late and the bullet leaves the gun.... And like that my life is now just a memory that gets weaker every day, but remember i'm the brightest star in the sky, and I realize I am the difference....


                           Truly yours,
                                   Haley ♥