Why

I wonder why. Why did God bring my eyes to cry. Why I listened to each and every lie? Why? Did he bring me you? Someone I thought I trusted so brand new. Someone as beautiful to brake me. Someone as beautiful that I yearn to see. Why? Did he make me fall in love with you? Someone that broke me never to be new. Someone  as bright as the Goddess sun. Someone that tore me never to be undone. Why? Did he tempt me with a heart? To bait me with your beauty right from the start. To drag me beneath the black ashes and dusty coal. To rip me into like you ripped my soul. To shatter my heart like broken glass. To go unspoken like hands of a clock that slowly pass. Why? Did he turn my happiness into sorrow? To let me feel the hurt in my forever tomorrow. To cast me aside like a child that gets bored with a new toy. Like you shattered my dreams and all of my joy. Why? Do I have to feel the pain knocking against my chest? Did I not give you my all or better yet my best? Why? Did he leave me broken in this way? Trying to fill up the passing day. To look at the blood pounding out from my chest. Was it a joke or better yet a hurtful test? Why? Why did you love me from the start? Was it the laughter I gave you or yet was it my heart? Was it the endless nights as I laid awake as you silently fell to sleep? Was it the way that I held you as your heart frantically searched for something so deep? Was it the way I could tell you everything in my mind? Or was it the way I loved you in love and kind? Why? Why did you love me? Then leave me to be free. I told you I wanted you to only be free. That I would watch as you could see. Why did you love me? Only to be the one to let go and set me free.
Written By
Kelli R. Hall
6-9-12
@CopyrightKRH12
Why