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lousy night
toss and turning
screams fill your head
tears drop from your eyes
the feeling of sadness the feeling of dying
surrounds you!!!!
sleeping for days not eating for nights
a razzor comes to mind.
"go to the shower room"
the voice said from inside!!
stand to your weak and shaking legs.
the pounding of your head hurts from the tears
walking like you haven't walked for years
the coldness from the walls make you shiver
the sling on your skin makes the pain dissappear
slice slice slice 100x
the mixture of blood and water
pink!!!!
you fall to tears the blood surrounds you
covering your mouth so you could scream
hoping nobody could hear
shed a tear suicide is near!!!