I miss you

I miss you, i miss your smile, miss the sound of your voice and being able to call you mine. You where very special to me and you still are but its hard to just stand here and try and be friends with you, its one of the hardest thing i have to do, but its something and the only thing i can do to have you in my life no matter how much it hurts, at least i have u apart of my life. I know we probably will never get back together but i will have that slight hope and faith that i still have a chance with you.
I just found out the real reason the other day why you broke it off was because you was afriad of getting hurt because i was heading off to college, just wish you would of told me this the day you cut ties, hurts every day, i try and move on, try to forget what we had how i feel about you. Try to bury my true feelings for you with hate, but no matter what i try and do it dont work. No girl will ever make me feel the way you did, people probably think im crazy for saying that but you made happy everytime i was around, a smile would come to my face whenever you number came up on my phone or whenever i saw that beauitful face of yours.
Not a day passes by that i dont think about you, til this very day you are on mind and sometimes ur even in my dreams. I say everyday to my self and everyone that i hate u and that i want nothing to do with you but the real truth is that i love you with all my heart and will always love you, but not everyone gets there ways in life, so i will just keep having that little hope and faith that maybe some day i will have you back in my arms, but i guess until that comes we are only going to be friends