Alone

Alone is my life
I have no friends
But I have a wife
She doesn't care for me
Alone, that's my only friend
It was a secret, it was a joke
It was a situation that I could never know
I guess many laughs were spent on me
I tried  
I cried
I just wanted to see
but love has made me blind
Is it all my fault
Why can't our love be just fine
Alone is all I have
Maybe I deserve this
A cruel twist of fate
Stabbing my heart
Infecting me with hate
You are the only love I've ever wanted
But you don't see me
How could this be
18 years
Maybe I do deserve what has happened to me
I do deserve it
Now I see
Now Isee