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I Wont Last Long
With me locked inside my darkened tower, I am stuck inside my darkest hour,
I am on my knees and pleading, Can anyone stop me bleeding,
This is all too much for me to take, If this goes on I will surely break,
As I think of those three words to say, My world slowly turns bitter grey,
These feelings are slowly killing me, I cannot say a thing and you can’t see,
I am getting weaker with every tear, I just want the pain to disappear,
I am just a fucked up infection, I don’t deserve anyone’s affection,
All my head says is for God sake, But all my body feels is heartache,
Twisting my words to make them worse, Making me feel blessed with a curse,
Am I really just a victim of a crime, Or maybe I am a big waste of time,
Black out my eyes to blind my soul, Letting my demon take control,
Can this change when I want it, I crave my arm to slit,
Living in fear of what happens tomorrow, Closing away all of my sorrow,
My dire in life is to be accepted, All they do is say I’m rejected,
I am a freak to say the least, All I want is to be deceased,
I never wanted to have all this, It’s like someone has taken the piss,
Is this real this life that we live, I’ve got a feeling something’s got to give,
Looking in day outside at the cars, Watching at night at all of the stars,
Am I real because I can’t feel anything at all, I just know no-one will be there when I fall,
My heart is black with all of the hate, I am so ready if death is my fate,
Emotions break through and hurt so much, I cause despair to everything I touch,
What I see is what I get, Never true because I feel regret,
All I can see is a never ending dawn, Feeling so lonely and ever so torn,
Nothing is right it all feels wrong, I am fearing I won’t last long.
I am on my knees and pleading, Can anyone stop me bleeding,
This is all too much for me to take, If this goes on I will surely break,
As I think of those three words to say, My world slowly turns bitter grey,
These feelings are slowly killing me, I cannot say a thing and you can’t see,
I am getting weaker with every tear, I just want the pain to disappear,
I am just a fucked up infection, I don’t deserve anyone’s affection,
All my head says is for God sake, But all my body feels is heartache,
Twisting my words to make them worse, Making me feel blessed with a curse,
Am I really just a victim of a crime, Or maybe I am a big waste of time,
Black out my eyes to blind my soul, Letting my demon take control,
Can this change when I want it, I crave my arm to slit,
Living in fear of what happens tomorrow, Closing away all of my sorrow,
My dire in life is to be accepted, All they do is say I’m rejected,
I am a freak to say the least, All I want is to be deceased,
I never wanted to have all this, It’s like someone has taken the piss,
Is this real this life that we live, I’ve got a feeling something’s got to give,
Looking in day outside at the cars, Watching at night at all of the stars,
Am I real because I can’t feel anything at all, I just know no-one will be there when I fall,
My heart is black with all of the hate, I am so ready if death is my fate,
Emotions break through and hurt so much, I cause despair to everything I touch,
What I see is what I get, Never true because I feel regret,
All I can see is a never ending dawn, Feeling so lonely and ever so torn,
Nothing is right it all feels wrong, I am fearing I won’t last long.
Published 8th Mar 2013
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8th Mar 2013 3:54pm
8th Mar 2013 5:38pm
A great emotional poem well written
"I never wanted to have all this, It’s like someone has taken the piss,"This line made me smile.An enjoyable read.
"I never wanted to have all this, It’s like someone has taken the piss,"This line made me smile.An enjoyable read.
