only tonight

camel
smoking paper and some memmories
"i will die by my own hand"
i love you
i can hardly breathe through my nose
social anxiety thank god the drink helps me let go
only one cig tonight only one ever,
stronger than another is this really true
maybe add is drink inflicted
only a snapshot of life on death row
this is what i live for,
the transition, the snippit on the cover page attracts those who fold
its okay, now the weight is something of a comfort
the eyes too many for my flow