Torn

Feeling like another person
Feeling like a newborn.
Feeling so torn from the impact
That leaves a hard effect on me
Mentally and personally.
I dream of going away.

So I can find myself
I have been lost for far to long
Need to find an answer
Need to find an antidote
To cure this disease
That been eating me alive

I feel everything,
Disappearing
My mind cannot cope no longer
I try to work harder
but I just keep struggling
I'm thinking about leaving now

So I can find myself
I have been lost for far to long
Need to find an answer
Need to find an antidote
To cure this disease
That eating me alive.

I'm torn apart
I can feel my skin ripping
My mind is unzipping
I just feel so lost
I just want to give up
but thats to much of a cost

I need to go away
So I can find myself
Need to find an answer
Or I will just be stuck in the middle
Just trying to figure out this riddle.