Now I See

You broke my heart in two
and took me like a bet,
for all you put me through
I have so many regrets.

To lose you wasn't worth it
although I wasn't sure,
you seemed to make me happy
but still so insecure.

We always said forever
we would take it to the end,
never give it up
but my heart refuses to mend.

It cut me so deep
I guess it hurt you to,
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say,"we're through."

I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last,
but now all I have
are memory's and the past.

So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see,
a girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.

Were you really mine or were you hers?
I guess I'll never know.
I'll sit and cry and wonder why
after all this we are still alive.

I'll drink the poison baby
one final kiss goodbye,
now I see
you to me were just like the other guys.