To My Father 2008

Why is it so easy for you to leave?
Can't you see what I need

I love you lots I truly do,
But you being gone is nothing new

You have your own life and I do to,
So really all the blame can't be on you

I am growing up and I hope you can see,
I am not your little girl I use to be

Your not perfect and neither am I
Somehow when we're together, I push your flaws aside

I am probably not the person you think I am,
But I am falling apart like grains of sand

How can you think that it's okay,
To just get up and walk away

Is it just to much for you
To watch me change into something new

You stay out like I'm a scare,
This is something I cannot bare

Who is this little girl you think I am?
Is this hard cause you were never there to hold my hand

I hope this does not make you fret
Maybe this is something I will regret

I usually try not to think about this stuff
But a girl can only hold it in long enough