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An Agonizing Coherent Thought
Was love supposed to be this painful
Were their tears forgotten, my tears
So useless to my love's closed ears
In my heart agony sears
You can't see it but we fit together like gears
Will I always continue to stand so still
As my love for you boils to my fill
Standing with nothing left but my will
So shattered, so sad until
Must I watch as you hug another one
Knowing I will lose the battle, see no sun
The victory not mine to be won
Before I could stop it, the love begun
Do I have to feel so utterly lonely
When you are not here, by me?
Everyday we talk so nonchalantly
In a maze, darkness is all I see
I never want to lose this one so dear
But I am afraid, taken over by my fear
When I see you, up I cheer
All because you are so near
I stand down, watching you be happy
Knowing you won't be happy with me
My pain darker then a deep blue sea
I'm broken when you're an absentee
Your name on the butterflies, in my stomach and skin
What burns the worst, scars my within
This love for you has more madness then sin
My adoration in the corner of my heart, in a bin
Are the cries that escape my throat
These feelings for you keep me afloat
With words I often rewrote
All the lines I said I quote
You are a friend that I cherish so
But this emotion is one you'll never know
With fake smiles I put on a show
Hidden the feelings that pile like snow
You spread through me like an infection
You will never know of our connection
My deep rooted everlasting affection
Because I am a coward, afraid of rejection
Love isn't supposed to be this painful
Published 2nd Mar 2013
| Edited 13th Mar 2013
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