Water drops on my finger tips.

Have you ever stood in the rain and watch the drops of water.
Hit your finger tips and splash off.
I have...
At that point of time I started to wonder.
How could something this beautiful belong in a world this cruel.
A world full of horrible things.
The world that sometimes makes my mum break down and cry.
I wonder why does all this bad stuff happen?
Rain... Its a beautiful thing.
But normally along with the rain is a storm.
Meaning, if there's something beautiful.
There's always going to be something well...not so beautiful, along with it.
I'm only 16, I know things don't last forever.
Because forever doesn't exist right?
We just like to believe in something that never ends.
Where beautiful things don't come to an end.
And you can live in a dream forever.
We like to believe it but we all know it's not true.
We take advantage of things because we think it's going to always be there.
Forever...
Like the times we fall in love.
We write our names in a love hearts, then write forever underneath.
No one has to be co-dependent, sometimes we just choose to be.
To not be alone.
To always have someone there.
But sometimes we take advantage of them.
We aren't careful of the things we say and do.
Because they promised forever right?
Wrong...
The minute you take advantage.
The minute they get up and walk out.
And you fall to the ground in regret.
Thinking: "What have I done?, There goes my everything.. My forever".
With your whole world crashing down.
Because they were the only one that held it up.
Then your back to the hate and fear of the big world.
Looking for someone else to be your forever.
We tell ourselves, we will never let someone in.
And be our everything.
But we always do.
Always...
What else is there in this world?
Other than falling in love?
Nothing takes our interest like falling in love.

It's one of the main things we live for.