Battle of Father and Daughter

Slowly but surely the truth creeps into realization
The lies and the betrayals are unveiled
You will not be pardoned from the anguish you have caused
The damage is too great
The sorrow lays a heavy weight upon my heart

You brought turmoil into this world
Squeezed every drop of blissfulness out of me
All thats left is hate
All i can feel is emptiness and sorrow
You will choke on your vile words

The battle has begun
A fight between father and daughter
One will triumph
While the other will perish in the hells of their nature

You cant push me over the edge
You cant make me forgive and forget
Forgiveness is murder

This giddy feeling makes me smile
Accept my remittance, itll be worth the while
Dont beg for forgiveness you stupid cunt
You cannot get out of this one

The horror of loss and deprivation fills the air
The knowledge of the past affairs,
Have repleated my soul with affliction

Why did it have to come to this
What was the reason for your deranged behavior
The love you once had for me
Flourished into burning hatred when you left us for another
Father, oh father, you are never to be forgiven
For the vile demon still festers in your soul
Even though you have lost me
Still your words reach me

This battle rages on
Between a father and his daughter
Once her hero
Now the villian
The one who made her dead inside
The one who will lose the fight

You cant push me over the edge
You cant make me forgive and forget
Forgivness is murder
A crime im not willing to committ for you


( i know this isnt good, i wrote it years ago when i was 16. A depressed little girl)