Copasetic Wonderland

"Help me! Help me!"
I scream out loud.
I tried to cry,
But no tears came out.

Did I lose my voice,
Or have you lost your ears?
I'm depressed, a mess,
But copasetic to my peers.

I'm inches away,
From drawing a knife.
Cant anyone see,
I'm hating this life?

I'm reaching out for help,
Begging, you could say.
I scream out for a savior,
Day after day.

I'll tell you I'm sad,
And you'll say "me too."
I'm dying for help,
But we talk about you.

"I cant live without you,
I wouldnt know how!"
None of them meant it.
Where are you now?

If you cant take a hint,
I'll put a blade to my wrist.
Oh, you notice now?
What a delightful twist!

If I killed myself tonight,
No one would know why.
No one ever shut up long enough,
To hear me say goodbye.